Food Makes us feel Guilty

Had an awesome shabu shabu buffet at Puchong.. Not too bad la the food there. Kinda new experience. Extremely full man.. It's long since I ate so much food. Stuffing so much food into my stomach makes the level of guiltiness raises up to the max....

Yesterday was a very complex day. I had so much feelings.. Extreme happy, sad, angry, in love and etc... All in one day. Felt like there's a stock market graph inside me. Mixture of feelings. I finally found out and get to face a thing that I've been avoiding all this while or to be more accurate something that we are avoiding. Thanks to his housemate to reveal it accidentally. Don't really know should I thanks them or not. Contradict... I felt like he didn't make any wrong decisions but at the same time I'm in an extreme anger conditions. Why girls so self contradict ar? I know and understand this is something good for him, but at the same time I don't hope him to go but how? Only4 months only, and I know I can go through it because of the FAITH.. And I shall be stronger after overcoming all these.....

Shopping is evil

I can totally get into the saying of Shopping is Evil. It is something really tempting and not those who fall into the trap can't really coming out from it easily. You are now fighting with stimuli and your internal ME. Stimuli refers to things like occasions where you need to get dressed up, sales where you can get an item with just a fraction of the price, influences from shopping companion and sales person, and many many more. Another big temptations is when you have money. You feel like using it and getting more and more new clothes. Forever your wardrobe has not enough clothes to wear although you can actually open up your own boutique with the amount of clothes you have now. It is the inner self that is been in war all the time to think rationally when you are exposed to these stimuli and other external factors.

Happy Birthday Zhi En

Today is my dear little niece, Zhi En's 1 yr old birthday. She's really an adorable kid that never fails to make us smile. A year past and she is growing day by day. Time flies. I always think that time can be our asset and enemies at the same time. The double-edge thing. We are growing and aging at the same time...

My Yari....

I finally got my new phone.. Let us welcome Sony Ericsson Yari. She's red and black slide phone. 5 Mega pixel camera phone which is very useful for me for the obvious reason, I do not own a camera... The camera was surprisingly good with smile shutter and face detection. That was something amazing for a normal camera phone. Haha.. Finally I can use a new phone after losing mine in HELP last October. I can return the phone to my mum now... Yay... Hope the curse of losing phone doesn't follows me anymore. I promise myself to use it for at least 1 full year... pls...All the snatch thieves, pls go away... And ya, I'm now quite confirm with my time table. 4 days of class with 6 subjects. Oh crap, this is something not a normal homosapiens will do. But I would like to challenge the impossible and make it possible. Another thing is I seriously need a partime intern job. Anyone can offer me one? I will really appreciate it....

6 subjects?

Can I endure the 6 subjects semester? I doubt it at first but I'll try to face it positively.. And anyone can offer me a partime internship?? I really need to complete it before April.. This intern thing is such a headache for me..

Contradictory

Had a great time shopping. It's been long since I really do shopping without restricting myself. That feeling is like letting go a long captured bird... Fly it goes... Thx Sing Li for the company. Had a great time and some girly talk. And realized girls actually have very similar thinking about guys or it's just us because we grew up in very similar environment. And from the conversation, I feel glad that I'm not the only one that care about that. Girls are sensitive and contradict. Knowing that it will hurts but we still dig a hole for ourselves to fall into it. But I tell you, guys is even worse. Telling us to take care and don't want us to diet, loving how we are but actually you guys to care a lot. Appearance is a major factor when you choose your partner. Think hard, it is embedded in your inner self. So do face the reality. Another thing that I think the world should be concerning is the gender biases that are spreading all around the world. Why there are privileges that only guys enjoy? That is so unfair... I'm so sorry if I offense anyone. It is just some personal opinions and thoughts I suddenly came across. I wanted to promise myself not to do that again.. That will only hurt myself and I'm shouldn't be that silly to be heart aching because of this...

The Most Beautiful Day in her life...

I'm so excited to actually attend a peer's wedding and it's a Malay wedding which is my very first time there.. Congrats Aifa and thanks for the invitation.. She's looking good that day not only because of the beautiful clothes and accessories, it's because of the happiness she possesses now.. I'm so happy for you and the sweet little couple is just too sweet to be described... Hope all the best for you...

Me, The Newly Wed Couple, Ja and Sara

Ja, me, Luc and Sara

Luc with the Couple

Me and Ja

Share Darkness...

The Imaginarium of Dr. Parnassus

Today went for a movie with Sing Li but end up watching it 3 persons. I've brought Raj with us.. It's kinda fate that they get to know each other. WE had a great time chit-chatting and a small session of camwhoring. Back to the movie, some might not even heard of it.. It cracks my head thinking of a verb to describe the movie. It is so called a movie by Sing Li's fav, Mr Dirty Muddyn Johny Depp but he only appears less than 10 minutes of the overall movie... OMG...

The Imaginarium of Dr. Parnassus

Sing Li and I

At A & W

Raj trying to pose...

The newly met friends..

The very old mates

Holiday Part 1

As promised, this is a post about my holiday. Too much to say about it. So I'll try to make it simple to the max to ease the burden of readers or just to hide my laziness.. Let us make it one by one...

1. Thailand Missionary Trip

Date: 19th till 25th of Nov 2009

Venue: Chiang Mai, Northern Thailand

Details: Priceless and Memorable Experience

Camwhore at the truck

A group picture

Taking Picture with the students there

They are so kind by performing to welcome us

Another group picture with our Bright Orange Uniform

2. My Birthday Celebrations...

Date: 11th till 13th of Dec 2009

Venue: Sentul, Times Square, Old Town, Bukit Tinggi

Details: Had a great time with my dear family, dearly dear2, lovable friends... Thx for everything.Really enjoy it a lot...

Having Birthday dinner with the family

Us at Times Square

Having lunch at Bukit Tinggi

A huge Bear

Us at the wishing well.. The environment was so romantic at night

I like the greenery of the picture

The adorable cake that dear make me..Yummy

3. Hong Kong Trip

Date: 15th till 19th of Dec 2009

Venue: Hong Kong

Details: The weather there is freaking cold and the people there is to busy to stop

At the Bruce Lee statue

In front of Ocean Park ( Note the tour guide behind me )

In Disneyland

Another group picture

Me at HK Airport

Eugene and me at the restaurant for Dim Sum

To be continued.....

New Year Resolution

What am I doing recently? Demanding too much and thinking too imaginatively.. Why should I mind all that when you know that where His heart is now.. Ok,

New Year Resolution:

1. Give more and Demand less

2. Try not to think of the past dy

3. Blog about my long and busy holiday.

4. Complete my Internship

5. Do whatever I need to do and avoid everything that I shouln't touch at all

Promise myself that I can do this please... The list might be updated from time to time...