Emptiness is killing..

Why do I feel so empty inside suddenly. I should be sleeping at this time but I am here wandering around. I don't know why this feeling suddenly came attacking me in the middle of the night. I guess this is a signal that I am getting further and further from HIM. So sorry, I have been wandering and loitering that now I don't really know how to find my way back. Or am I feeling too insecure with things surrounding me? I couldn't give an answer to all my questions arousing..

Another 17days and he will be back to my side. But am I really sure with that? Physically coming back but what about mentally? Is everything will back to normal after he back? Is that all? His heart will return to what it was? I really couldn't predict the future nor does he. But I think I should put more time on thinking whether we should continue this or not.. I don't want things just keep repeating and the cycles never stop..

Emptiness really kills.. Scary..

Girl, the 8th wonder of the world...

All about a girl:

When she is quiet, millions of things are running in her mind.

When she is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.

When she staring at you, she is wondering why loves you so much in spite of being taken for granted.

When she calls you everyday, she wants to know how you are doing.

When she sms you everyday, she wants you to reply at least once.

When she says I miss you, no one in this world can miss you more than her.

When she says, i will stand by your side, she will stand by you like a rock.

Girls always special.

She is said to be the 8th wonder.

She is always a priceless treasure.

Never hurt her or take her wrong or for granted.

You asked for it..

Why do I need to pay and then people still don't want to use your IDD? Why do I make myself till this level? When people not care, why should I care? Please, think rationally... On9 when other people on9 is such a bullshit thing. Will reply your email is also another bullshit. Will update you is the biggest lie where till now I don;t know a single thing about what they have done. I promised myself not to complain anymore. Or I should say I won't say much thing dy. I won't leave anything or say anything.. You want it that way And you asked for it.. And here you go.. No news from me anymore..

The candy of the day...

@ Boyfriends who actually treat their girlfriends like princesses :)

@ A guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and just listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...wait for the boy who kisses your cheek to show he cares.

@ Girl; how much do you love me? Boy; look up at the sky. Girl: don't change the subject! Boy: just do it! Girl, okay what am I doing? Boy: count how many stars there are? Girl: impossibe. Boy: and so is explaining my love for you♥

@ Girl: How much do you like me? Boy: Looks at grass. Girl: Hello? Boy: Can you count how many pieces of grass are on the ground? Girl: IMpossible. Boy: Excactly. Thats how hard it is for me to explain my love to you.

@ Boys who send good morning beautiful to their girl; holds her hand infront of their friends; sits down and talks to you when you have a problem; and making sure that each minute he tells you you're the best thing that's ever happend to him! ♥

@ Oh Im sorry, I thought I actually meant something to you... Silly me. on We ♥.

Man that don't deserve a job...

I know it's been long since I crap here.. Yesterday is a day where I learn the cruelty of reality. Working life really let me learn a lot. I have never met such a person but it also makes me realized how a person's exterior appearance really did make great effect. I always thought that if I do what that is suppose correctly and nicely, then I can succeed but actually it is really far more complicated than what I naively thought. I could say this person makes me doubt about my thinking and ability but after a few chats with friends, I really think that is his problem. Totally someone that shouldn't be given a proper job. Wasting salary and the vacancy. Should have just let other more capable person to get the job. Bler.. I know I shouldn't be hating him but I just can't help myself. Maybe now I dun hate him but definitely not a sense of liking him.. blerr.. Stop humiliating me with money and believe me, it is your lost not choosing me.... Don't regret!!!!!!