Expressing the Randomness......

*3 weeks of holiday.. And now 4 days down.. Don't feel like starting class any soon... But in fact. I had another 19 days of holiday.. Must do something meaningful rather than just wasted it like what I usually did.. NOPE!!! Not this time... I just realised for quite some time I din blog dy... So sorry guys, but just don't feel like blogging.

*Last few days busy thinking of some important yet inspiring stuff... And I know it is something that can help me to grow even better if I manage to handle it with the way God wanted me to be. I manage to overcome it but not sure whether is this the correct way. Now need to STAND STILL, show that I'm not the odd person without any feeling under one condition: show it with wisdom from God, not by myself.. Thanks to people that ever contributed. ( No matter the listener or the adviser, the degree of important and appreciation is still the same ) <----- more specifically Ah Kok and Samuel Gor2..

*Ok now just try my best to do what I suppose to do and continue living out the LOVE of GOD..

Nite OWL

Haha... What am I doing here?? I should be either studying or sleeping coz it is now 3.46am (so not Shermaine that stays up till this late nite, I'm usually one of the 1st few among my frens to go find my sweet and soft cuddly bed) .. But guess what am I doing while blogging??

I'm watching Liverpool vs Chelsea in Champions League semi final.. 3 times in 4 years meeting them in semi final but of course the BLUES had never once took any advantage from the REDS, so do this season. Wow.. I can't afford to miss it.. Cos I need to support the mighty Reds and of course I need to know the result first in hand.. It's a very important game that they can't afford to lose too nor me ( some of you noe what I meant ) Now just started 2ND half, and they seems to doing quite well besides a few minor mistakes. Go!! Go!! GO!! Liverpool!!!!!

OK next, how's my revision going on?? I have 4 papers in hand and I completed 1 today and to more precisely yesterday nite. So happy!!! I finished reading Bill's HBA 200.. Hahha... Now 3 to go.. Let me take a look on the checklist.

• Another 9 more chapters for IT
• 9 chapters for Intro to Mar Comm
• and last but not least the whole book consisting 11 chapters of Intercultural Communication.. Had never touches that book for reading purposes...

OK, now I left 5 days to complete all the reading work... Can I do it?? Of course I can't but with the strength of God and the support from friends and Special Ones sure can make my dreams come true.. haha.. Sounds so funny!!!!! Now waiting for the finals to over, so that I can truly enjoy my time. So many things wanted to do. Shopping, shoPPING and SHOPPING!!!

New THEORY!!!

Today I found out a quite good theory from a pastor that gave talk today in my church.. The theory sounds like that: People will normally see things from the perspective of what lead his priorities in his heart. Which means whenever you place something in a high position in your heart, you will tend to think and see things from that point of view... Still don't get it??? Well, I have some examples here:

If I give a No.10 to you, what you will think of??

• For a gambler, he/she will straight away think of buying 4D..
• For a football fan, he/she will think of Ronaldinho or Michael Owen ( who jercy was no. 10 )
• For a millionaire, he/she will think of if they have 10million what they will do with it.
• But for a obedient Christian, he/she might probably think of 10 commandments and stuff related to bible ( God's word )

What you guys think?? Is that true?? It's kinda true for me la... It is a good way of testing on a person to know what he/she is thinking. hehe...

Between, today is my church Missionary Day. Had to listen to 2 talks that really speaks to me. I felt like I need to help this children that is so needy ( lack of education and food) and hunger for gospel at the same time. Planning to adopt another child soon. Looking for people to share with me...

SMK Sinar Bintang

Wow.. just back from another camp. SMK Sinar Bintang. The 1st Malay school that I saw full of Chinese student. It is so rare to see a non-Chinese in that school. Weird har? But anyway, really enjoying going to this camp. Struggle to make d decisions to go cos of personal stuff.. But I dun feel regret at all. A lot of good memories and new learning from this camp. The student there is so talented and the thing that I remember the most is the teacher there, make me cried badly. Even more than Mr Sam.. HAih.. How can it be?? OK, now to the volunteer..... here you go..

Yan Qun- Really learn quite a lot although this is already the 6th camp I went. Thx so much for the guidance.
Bing quan- Makes me respect him more. Although not in a good condition in the terms of family problems, but he still with us and act just like normal just not to influence us.. Gambade!! Will support you...
Sung Yang- He is the person that will work and work and work without notice. Doesn't boast bout his work. Always humble and responsible. Jia You brother.
Samuel- A good gor2 of mine. U said that You know me more through this camp, me too.. I felt that too. I promise to help you during camp but as I say, U help me more than I do. Sorry for that. But you really did a good job. Hope to work with you again next time. A good singer and guitarist.
Pierre- This is the 3rd time we work together if I'm not mistaken. A funny person that deals with all the PA system..
Zhong Wei- He sings so well and a professional photographer too.. Waiting for all the nice pictures.
Zhu Yang- A funny yet cute little brother. He is so optimistic and you will always see him laughing.
Ken Hao- Another brother from Ipoh. Did a good job in the camp. Hope to see you next time.
Jia Xin- Our 1st time working together, but a really good sister... Rap so well
Wei Han- Haha.. see his development.. Felt so happy for you.. Keep on..
Jia yi- A sweet girl and well mannered girl at the same time. She can be very strict too.
Fu yang- A good group leader. Really touches me for his decisions of staying back for his group.
Grace- You can always see her smile hanging on her face. Bright smile..
Tian Ling- One of the youngest in the camp. Must Jia you oh!!
Tian Hui- Can see your effort in leading the camp.. Gambade too
Mei Choo- Can see your seriousness and effort. But you already did a very good job k??
Hui Min- A sweet girl that studying mass comm in KDU
Peter Pan- A funny guy in the camp. " Man lei geng Mei" hahahaha
Chang Xi- My group leader. You really good in leading group. Although he is only 18 this year but he can really give advices to the students like a really matured adult... Jia you

Overall it was a success!!! All glory to the Lord!!!!

1980's Primary School Students

Still remember during our primary school time,

• There is always salesman came to sell story books in a long list. Today get the list, few days later need to pay and get the books. Even salesman selling milk and Vitagen also the same.
• Kids normally look at pictures only instead of reading during library period. But when "Nilam" peak period, everyone will busy borrowing books from the library. Haha...
• The food by RMT was usually sucks. Even the rich ones also joined the programme.
• Uses pencil box that can be open both side, sharpener in the middle.
• Playing eraser battle, "sayang" wanna use the eraser for erasing purposes but they forgooten the actual functions or roles play by it. We even had "Satu lompat tikus", "Getah" and bottlecap and "batu Seremban". Remember the Tamagochi that started during our times???
• Feather- duster is often slim because it had taken the role of cane.
• Scared of injection ( BCG and Rubella ) but after that boast bout it to our family and friends.
• After school, we normally bought Jojo, Dora or Dendang . Buy for the sake of the toy inside. ( Marcomm ).
• Watch all sorts of cartoon series such as Power Rangers, Ultraman, transformers, Ninja Turtles, Thundercats, Mask Rider, Doraemon, etc.

Wow.. that really reflects what I had gone through during my primary school era. Makes me think back a lot bout that time.. Sometimes it is good to get something to stimulates us with all kind of old memories long buried in our mind.... Miss the old times!!!

Reason for love???

one day a gal asked
why do you like me..?
why do you love me.?

HE answered:i can't tell the reason.. but i really, like you..

SHE: you can't even tell me the reason.. how can you say you like me? how can you say you love me?

HE: i really don't know the reason, but i can prove that i love you.

SHE: proof? no! i want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!

HE: ok..ok!! ermmss.. because you are beautiful, because your voice is sweet, because you are caring, because you are loving, because you are thoughtful, because of your smile, because of your every movements.

The gal felt very satisfied with his answer. Unfortunately, a few days later, the gal met with an accident and became comma. HE then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:

Darling,because of your sweet voice that I love you...Now can you talk? no! therefore i cannot love you. Because of your care and concern that i like you.. now that you cannot show them, therefore i cannot love you. because of your smile, because of your every movements that i love you.. now can you smile? Now can you move? No, therefore i cannot love you... don't ask why someone loves you.. if love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore. Do love need a reason? NO! therefore, i still love you... and love doesn't need a reason... "sometimes the best and the most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, cannot be touched, but can be felt in the heart" love

Wow.. This was nice. I found this in my friend's post...

FRee and Relax

You Know what???

I felt so RELAX and FREE when I completed my last presentation of the sem last Thursday. I felt as if I'm already on the preparation of to grad. haha.. It is too early to say that because I have at least 2 years ++ to go.. I'm just in my second sem. I know what makes me feel that way. After 2 weeks of hell university life packed with 2 major presentations ( worth 30% all together), a journal due ( 40%, crazy!!! ), 2 extra credit for Zan's class but not doing one, a 20% quiz with only an essay and 10mcqs ( another crazy 1) and not forget the 2nd radio podcast. That is so carzy that I barely watch tv or even talk much with my family that 2 weeks period. But now everyhting is over.. I can now concentrate on the last assignment of the

sem----> Intercultural Terminology Journal ( worth 30% ). Now I just need to complete this and wait for my finals in 3 weeks time. Wow.. must start studying dy... Aim of getting A's this semester...

* But there is still something worrying me. My radio Pod casts.. Can't be read.. OH no!!! Hopefully Zan found the resolution for this...

HAte Shit Bennet!!!!

What is dis?? I dun care what people say, I hate him, wanna find his house, burn it, kill his dog, eat all his food and make him sleep with pig for 4o years.. Shit him!!!! UNFAIR!!!! Fire him!!!! Mascherano, I support you!!!

LIVERPOOL CONTINUE TO RULEZ!!!!!!!!

In Progress...

I'm supposed to be studying for my quiz on Monday, What am I doing here??? Another 2 chapters for me to go, at the same time e-learning is not functioning and I need Bill's note.. HOw??? How?? And I din manage to get his tips for the quiz... Hopefully can do better la, not doing so well for my Intro to Mar Com's midterm... haih..

Before I forgot, to those who did contribute your support for my Ais Kacang selling morally or physically, Shermaine express the greatest gratitude to you guys. And for your information, we do quite well for the assignment, we manage to got back our cost and we even get profit from that. hehe.. so happy... Thank God for the weather..

ABC and Egg Sandwiches for SALE!!!!

Wow.. After a few months of relaxing, now all the assignments are lining up to come visit me. The first one started tomorrow. I got an assignment for HBA200 Intro to Business Admin ( selling ABC and egg sandwiches) Lots of thing happen when we plan to do this. Change from one plan to another and finally comes to the very end. And even now the day before the event, we still not finalise everything. All of us was so panicked and worried about it just now even during our lunch. haih... Hope everything goes well tomorrow. And for those who wanted to support, our business is at KPD A, 10.30am to 1.30am. We are selling EGG SANDWICHES and ABC...


PLEASE COME AND SUPPORT US!!!!!

SMK Miharja Motivational Camp

Last Fri til Sun, I took part in a Motivational Camp in SMK Miharja after 7months++ not going to any camp. I'm in charging of few programmes and mainly into dancing. Happy to know the students and new volunteers there. They are much more better than what I expected. There's some description and some words that I would like to tell to the volunteers on the camp.

Yang Chin: As usual, our big Sister that always there to help us.
Bing Quan: The one that always know how to react appropriately to different kind of situations.
Xue Liang: Hate him because he makes me cry... But he is really a big KOKO to me..
Cheryl: A nice girl who always there when I need help
Daniel Shu: It is always so fun to have him in the camp. Non-stop converstion, partly bcos we are both 1987 and Dec babies.
Eric: A young volunteer that can be a really good food supervisor. Gambateh Eric.
Soong Yang: A good brother of mine. Always take care of me..
Davey: Another cute pianist+ good Toilet officer... hehe...
Eunice: Kelly+yoyo of our camp... Good programme leader
Mei Hong: Another 1987 baby in our camp. A good sister to work with. A good emcee as well. Our future psychology
Xing he: Our Jolin and Wong Fei Hoong. Funny and happy person
Jacky: An energetic and tough group leader. Our future biotech pro from UCSI
Yao Chi: Our Bro Kei that has cute smile
Samuel: Another funny guy that doesn't look like his age at all... Anyway, a good group leader.
Ah Han: A brother of mine that try very hard to be at his best, and he did it too.. congrats..
Yue Yi: A sporting big sis that is actively involved herself wif the students
Ern Ern: A little brother that always be surrounded by the sense of humour
Lydia: A typical good n pretty girl look. Very polite as well
Agnes: A sweet girl with sweet voice. Our future nurse
Cathlyn: A girl that sings so well that everyone will atract to it
Peter: Our multi-task part time volunteer

Wow.. Really gain a lot throughout the whole camp. All praises to the Lord. May God Bless all of you. Waiting for the next chance to work with you guys...

Updates!!

It's kinda long since I last posted here. Dunno why but just couldn't and do not want to blog for the sake of putting in new things in my blog. But I added new things in my blog. The Statcounter. I found out from one of my friend recently about it. That's cool because I can get to know exactly how much people are visiting my blogs coz most of my friends told me that they had visited but didn't leave any comment so I really didn't know if there's any visitor unless they leave a comment.


This is my 3rd week of year 1, 2nd sem in Help. Everything seems to goes well so far. I still can't see any pressure that worries me yet. That should be the thing la coz I'm only taking 4 subjects this semester. That shouldn't be a very tough task for me la. But I will try and was promising myself to study hard this sem. I found out something very funny about myself recently. I like to blog when there's something important that I need to do and shouldn't be here blogging. Hehe.. Tommorrow I got a quiz for my HBA200 which is the Intro To Business Admin and I'm here blogging. Maybe this is a good place for me to relax and take this as refugees la.. hehe.. Anyway, do hope that I can do well for the quiz and also for the rest of the sem. GAMBATEH!!!!

Went to Pavillion last Saurday. That was my first visit there. It was so big and to walk from one shop to another makes my leg suffers. And I like the CNY deco there to. It's nice and grand. I watched a movie called 'Cloverfield'. It is the 1st movie from many2 movies that I'd watched before that I came out 3o minutes after the movie started. I din mean to critisize it, indeed it is a quite OK movie but I just can't stand the way they film the movie ( for those who already watched the film or ever see the trailer will know what I mean) So sorry, Mal for wasting the tickets and makes you can't enjoy the movie as well... But we did enjoy oursleves after that... hehe..

ABC of the Bible...

I found something very interesting today in one of my friend's blog. So posted it up.

• A is for Angels, appearing so bright, telling of Jesus that first Christmas night."And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host." Luke 2:13.

• B is for Bethlehem, crowded and old, birthplace of Jesus by prophet foretold."But thou, Bethlehem Ephratah, out of thee shall he come forth unto me that is to be ruler in Israel." Micah 5:2.

• C is for Cattle, their manger His bed, there in the trough where He laid His head."And she brought forth her firstborn son, and wrapped him in swaddling clothes, and laid him in a manger." Luke 2:7.

• D is for David and his ancient throne promised forever to Jesus alone."He shall be great, and shall be called the Son of the Highest; and the Lord God shall give unto him the throne of his father David." Luke 1:32.

• E is for East, where shone the bright star which Magi on camels followed afar."Behold, there came wise men from the east asking 'Where is the king of the Jews?'" Matthew 2:1,2.

• F is for Frankincense, with myrrh and gold, brought by the Wise Men as Matthew has told."And when they had opened their treasurers, they presented unto him gifts gold, frankincense, and myrrh." Matthew 2:11.

• G is for God, who from heaven above sent down to mankind the Son of His love."For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in him should not perish but have everlasting life." John 3:16.

• H is for Herod, whose murderous scheme was told to Joseph in a nocturnal dream."The angel of the Lord appeared to Joseph in a dream, saying, Arise and take the young child and his mother and flee into Egypt... for Herod will seek the young child to destroy him." Matthew 2:13.

• I is for Immanuel, "God with us," for Christ brought man back to the Father's house."Behold, a virgin shall conceive, and bear a son, and shall call his name Immanuel." Isaiah 7:14.

• J is for Joseph so noble and just, obeying God's word with absolute trust."Then Joseph being raised from sleep did as the angel of the Lord had bidden him, and took unto him his wife." Matthew 1:24.

• K is for King. A true king He would be, coming in power and authority."Rejoice greatly, O daughter of Zion; shout, O daughter of Jerusalem; behold, the King cometh unto thee; he is just, and having salvation." Zechariah 9:9.

• L is for Love that He brought down to earth God enfleshed in lowly birth."In this was manifested the love of God toward us, because God sent his only begotten Son into the world, that we might live through him." 1 John 4:9.

• M is for Mary, His mother so brave, counting God faithful and mighty to save."And Mary said, Behold the handmaid of the Lord; be it unto me according to thy word." Luke 1:38.

• N is for Night, when the Savior was born for nations of earth and people forlorn."And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night." Luke 2:8.

• O is for Omega, meaning "the last;" He's eternal present, future and past."I am the Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end, the first and the last." Revelation 22:13.

• P is for Prophets, when living on earth foretold His redemption and blessed birth."I see him, but not now; I behold him, but not near. A star will come out of Jacob; a sceptre will rise out of Israel." Numbers 24:17.

• Q is for Quickly, as shepherds who heard hastened to act on that heavenly word."And they came with haste, and found Mary, and Joseph, and the babe lying in a manger." Luke 2:16.

• R is for Rejoice. The sorrow of sin is banished forever when Jesus comes in."And you will have joy and gladness; and many will rejoice at his birth." Luke 1:14.

• S is for Savior. To be this He came; the angel of God assigned Him His name."She will bring forth a son, and you will call his name JESUS, for he will save his people from their sins." Matthew 1:21.

• T is for Tidings of joy, not of danger, telling of Him who was laid in a manger."And the angel said unto them, Fear not for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people." Luke 2:10.

• U is for Us, to whom Jesus was given to show us the way and take us to heaven."For unto you is born this day in the city of David, a Savior, which is Christ the Lord." Luke 2:11.

• V is for Virgin, foretold by the sage, God's revelation on prophecy's page."Behold, a virgin shall be with child, and shall bring forth a Son, and they shall call his name Emmanuel, which being interpreted is, God with us." Matthew 1:23.

• W is for Wonderful, His works and His words, the King of all Kings, the Lord of all Lords."For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given... and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counselor, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace." Isaiah 9:6.

• X is for Christ. It's X in the Greek, Anointed, Messiah, mighty, yet meek."God anointed Jesus of Nazareth with the Holy Spirit and with power." Acts 10:38.

• Y is for Yes, called God's Yes in His Word; God's answer to all is Jesus the Lord."For all the promises of God in him are yea, and in him Amen, unto the glory of God by us." 2 Corinthians 1:20.

• Z is for Zeal as it burned in Christ's heart. Lord, by thy Spirit to us zeal impart."And his disciples remembered that it was written, the zeal of your house has eaten me up." John 2:1.

shop!! shOP!! SHOP!!!

Yesterday went to Sg. Wang with Dang and Sing Li!! OMG!!! Three of us is like so mad shopping around for bags and clothes. I got myself 2 nice tops, a jeans, a short and a skirt. Izzit a lot?? But really can't resist it. Really can't remember when is the last time I shop that hard. But actually din really use a lot of money cos for all that stuff, I only used RM250. That is quite worth it. Once a year should be very OK la. Dang got a pair of clothes which doesn't really "Dang Sylvien" and Sing Li also got herself a top, a bag and a skinny cut jeans. Everyone also seems to be more 'maju" in the New Year. But we really don't feel satisfied yet. We plan to go again next sat to continue our shopping spree with another new member joining us that is Yap Yin Gwan... He he.. Shop till the last cent. But we really did that yesterday. At the end of the day, three of us really broke that we only left money enough for the transportation. ha ha.. Horrible right??? Now really looking forward to next Sat.

Aim for:
Dang: Cowboy skirt ( Comma ) and shorts
Sing Li: More clothes
me: clothes, shoes and bags..

Bye 2007, Welcome 2008

Today is the last day of the year 2007.. I still remember that at the beginning of the year, I think of lots of plan and things to be achieved throughout the whole year.. But when I think back, I din see any progress on the plan I did think of.. Hopefully this won't happen again next year. Don't feel like wasting time just like that. But I do admit that I gained a lot this year. Drastic changes in my life.. No matter my thinking of religious matter to my love life, there's lots of differences compare to last year. Maybe that is what we call stages of life... Anyway, do hope that everything goes well next year ( sounds so far away, in fact it is tommorrow. around 5 hours from now. Hehe.. ). New year, new hope...

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! GOD BLESS!!!

Malacca Trip

2 days and 1 night trip. Thought will be quite free. But out of expectations, our trip was fulled with activities and considered a quite content 1 where almost not enough time to go everywhere or do everything that we wanted to. hehe..

Funny: ~2 times of wrong turning during our way to Malacca.
~Countless lost in Malacca town.
~Joker act by the most compatible couple : Hon Choon & his Mrs Low. Hehe..
~Late night Pillow talk by all the Guys...

Furious: ~ the 'expensive' RM4 bird nest tart ( Bongok )

Satisfied: ~ The nice house. ( Thx Mal and your generous dad of course )
~ The Ok sea view- not the constructing 'beach' )
~ The Food ( Satay Celup, Cendol, Gula Melaka, Chicken Rice Ball)
~ The Bird Show+ Elephant Show
~ Portuguese Settlement- The electric bill wow...

Dissatisfied: ~ The 'nice' beach view. The nice beach.. ( Haih.. )
~ The occupied badminton court
~ The weather ( Raining- Can't swim )
~ Stupid Safari Truck Trip ( Even Africa's lion fatter )~ all look so blur

Wow... lots of thing to write la... But this is what I can think of now. Will blog sumore and upload some photos later.

Revealed...

Wow.. Now really feel like suddenly everyone know about my thing in a month time. From my family, good mates, childhood mates and etc.. So unbelievable. things that I had been tried to hide and cover from had finally exposed to the sunlight.. But that is a good thing I guess coz I dun had the need to be hiding from anything anymore. Feel much more safer and comfortable. Hopes things just goes well as I hope to.

Anyway really can't wait for my Malacca trip. Now the scene there is already playing in my mind. Happiness and fun is the only words I can think of now. Hehe..

Happy Birthday to Me!!!!

At Sunway Pyramid

In front of a cute2 cottage

Thanks guys for the great Birthday Celebration

What a lovely cake.. Love it so much...

Had a great time yday. I'm officially no more 19++. I'm in my 2o's now. Haih.. Although it is quite sad but I still felt grateful for all that I have now. Thanks God for all the greatest gift he gave me... Will appreciate it all i can.. Feel so happy now..

Early Bday Present

My very 1st bday present. Thanks to my sis....

Like it so much..

Busy MOnth!!!!

Wow.. Finally exam is over... Felt so free and wanted to do everything I can in this 1 month++ holiday. Hehe.. But this is really a happy and busy month. It is also the bigday of a lot of my good friend and special event going on..

1/12- Kah Soon and Danial Chan
2/12- Hui Zhen
6/12-Mayday Ah Shin
7/12- Soo Hooi and John Terry
8/12- Jingle and Andy
11/12- Pin Shin
12/12- Fung Min and Mei Ying
13/12- MY BIGDAY!!!!
14/12-Wai Teng
17/12-Qiang
20/12- Tong and Mei Yen
23/12- My 2nd Bro in law
25/12- Malcolm
27/12-Kang Nan
28/12- Danial Shu

To all mention above, Happy Birthday and May God Bless You !!!! To those that I didn't mention, not that I forgotten or what, just that a memory of a normal human being like me is very limited.. hehe..

Besides that, a lot of event and activities going on..

6/12-Gathering of Form 6 classmates~looking forward to see you guys. Long time no c..
7/12- Going out with wai if everything ok
10/12- Celebrating birthday with College friends
15/12-Combined church Senior Youth Fellowship Christmas Party~All of you are welcome
16/12-1st meeting of SYF
20 to 21/12- Malacca Trip~ Must be fun
22/12- Christmas Carnival for children
24/12- Christmas Celebration in my church.
25/12- A very special day
31/12-Church Prayer Meeting
One of the day in December-The 5th one. hehe...

Wow... What a busy and content month. But it must be much more worthy than what I aspected.