Hate it!!!!!

Hate it!!!

Why things just can't go the way you want... Disappointment over disappointment, really can't take it anymore la... I think even a high EQ phsycologists can't tolerate with it dy... But what to do?? I still need to go over it with my own strength.. This few days was like my worst week of all.. My emotion are just like the way tsunami attacks and the terrible China Earthquake.. Dunno what exactly happen to me. But I know I face few of my most difficult moment so far in my life. It looks so small in the eye of some people but for me it is something that greatly impacted me.. But I do believe it can be a test to see whether I able to overcome it anot.. I'm trying hard.

Expressing the Randomness......

*3 weeks of holiday.. And now 4 days down.. Don't feel like starting class any soon... But in fact. I had another 19 days of holiday.. Must do something meaningful rather than just wasted it like what I usually did.. NOPE!!! Not this time... I just realised for quite some time I din blog dy... So sorry guys, but just don't feel like blogging.

*Last few days busy thinking of some important yet inspiring stuff... And I know it is something that can help me to grow even better if I manage to handle it with the way God wanted me to be. I manage to overcome it but not sure whether is this the correct way. Now need to STAND STILL, show that I'm not the odd person without any feeling under one condition: show it with wisdom from God, not by myself.. Thanks to people that ever contributed. ( No matter the listener or the adviser, the degree of important and appreciation is still the same ) <----- more specifically Ah Kok and Samuel Gor2..

*Ok now just try my best to do what I suppose to do and continue living out the LOVE of GOD..