Special days...

Anniversaries and Birthdays has very special meaning to myself. I value them a lot but it seems completely different to the others. I am still me, the core values I believe and strongly hold is still there. They are so important to me. But some can still forget. I just dun understand. I think he has forgotten what we have promised each other on our anniversary. I am just being silly thinking that there's surprises or at least some effort for that special day.. I am being to positive thinking and expect too much... It is the 3rd anniversary which is really big thing. i have think of something but just leave it like that... Upset..