Updates...

So sorry for the lags.. Having trouble blogging recently. This week had been my travel week. I just back from Genting Highlands and last Sunday and Monday went to Malacca for some getaway. Tired but really enjoy it though. Went with people that I enjoy to be with so much and all the expenses was under budget. So that is a good thing to me also. Had been learning more about financial management recently. Now I realised that Money getting smaller and smaller. RM100 can be used for a lot of stuff but now that's not the case. Maybe just an outing or a nice top can simply eaten up it. Haih.. So I need to really use them nicely. I sounds like I'm already know how hard to earn living right?? But in fact I had not once working more than week time throughout my life so far. The longest in my history was a 5-day working experience. Haha.. Like that where to get $$?? That day i was talking with Sing Li about this. We had the same dream. Dreaming that one day, $$ can fell from the sky for us. Is that too early to dream that much??

Okla, I think that's all for now. Really tired. Will be uploading and blog more about the trips in my next post with pictures if everything goes well...

The Black & White

The Black & White.. Haha.. Not a dress code party or what but it's just plainly a after Marketing Presentation look.. Haha... Enjoy some camwhoring moment... By the way, Jaja's dress was nice and she looks gorgeous that day. ( No wonder Naim look so shy when he saw her ) :LOL:

The Fab Five

Mark's Angel, Watch Out Everyone!!

The Mafia Look.. LOL

Don't Mengs

Angels

* Small icon pictures credited to our great Artisit, Sara.. Thx for the effort. From now on, we got an icon that belong to us... HAHAHAH>> Bengs, Mengs, Gils, Mamps, PAds Muks, Bods........

One Year of Happiness..

8th of July 2007 is a special date where this person came into my life.. Haha.. And now it's already a year time. He brought me countless of happiness and his care and love is so abundantly poured onto me.. Thanks for all that dear. Yesterday we had a meaningful and enjoying night of celebration but it seems like a bit short for us.. We had Korean BBQ Steamboat ( Eat all you can, it is not too bad ) for dinner and later we had a drink at a lookup point at a place calles "Nga Nga San" ( Dun really know what is the exact name for it ). The entire KL view can be seen there, you can imagine how nice it is rite?? And I got a lovely bouquet of flowers from him.. HEhe.. Really likes it so much. Below are some of our happy moments.

Camwhoring during dinner

Me with the food

Thx for the lovely flowers again..

Dear with the KL view, he looks a bit uneasy though. ( Camera shy )

Had an unforgettable night

Love, The greatest thing of all...

Love, The Greatest thing of all

As sweet as the Lollipop

For me to love u, its so easy n natural.

But for me to not care so much for u, I hav to force myself to do so.

The Blue Sky

Wow.. I felt relieving much man.. Remember the last post that I said I need answers for all my confusion and puzzles?? I initially got some answers for it but now I realised that it doesn't matter whether my question being answered or not, the burden or the conflict being solved is more important and crucial. And guess what, I finally found out that I'm quite a selfish and one-sided thinking person where I normally ignored. But I know it doesn't help at all by doing so. I must face it and solve ti wisely and be more objective. And I think I did improve a little bit but I will keep learning for it's a better thing for us. Hehe.. The Happy Shermaine is back ( Thanks to him for the lovely lunch and a short walk ) .. And I found the blue sky after the rainy days... It is so relieving..

*Looking forward to this Friday. I know it will be fun enough for us to forget all the unwanted silly thought. Shoo Shoo all the stupid evil stuff.
* Wanted to watch lots of movies recently- Get smart, Hancock, To the Center of The earth, Made of Honour, Happening and much much more..
* A few close friends of mine told me they feel that my blog is a bit too short compare to the rest but that is so not me to blog as if I'm writing a Thesis. I prefer to do something that is Shermaine-like and ease my readers.. Anyway, I'm not blogging for the public to see how well I express my opinion. I'm just using the chance to keep my friends update about me and to Crap to more precisely. Haha.. So whatever la..

Confusion...

Recently I did something unusual and stupid.. I'm such a fool to write something like that to a person that care so much for me. I guess I'm just too emotional and acted on impulse.. Haih.. I shouldn't do that, I should have more confident in him right?? But sometimes I'm quite confused on what guys are thinking, and it can changes just like what usually girls did. Erm.. kinda puzzling my mind now. But I hope i got the answer from the reply la.. But Sometimes I'm quite a confusing girl, I can be very positive when facing other people's thing but when it comes to my stuff, I'm just a small little helpless girl who comes up with foolish ideas and thinking. Funny yet conflict la my world??? But still I can't understand GUYS!!! They really think very differently from girls man, no wonder there is a saying of Venus and Mars... And I just need assurance I guess..

And today I got 2 results for my test.. Hehe.. They are both in extreme levels. One very satisfying and another one very disappointed. The reason for my satisfying is I totally gave up the test but yet I got full marks but when I put my full force into it, I got very low indeed. WTH?? So what should I do next time?? Try to repeat my giving up or put full effort?? Another confusing question to be think of.

*"Never think about the mistakes you made. Think about the mistakes you will make." *

Naim's Birthday Celebration

June and July are very busy months. All friends around me seems to like these months so much that they planned to born on these months together. From Lesley, Naim, Jaharah, William, Elaine, Apan, Li wei, Kin Hoe, Wai Ling, Mei Kuan and many many more. So sorry for those who I missed out. Too many indeed.. But I managed to get myself involved already in few of the Birthday celebrations. Lesley's one came first then Naim's one and next our Miss Jaja's. Now I only able to get NAim's birthday's pictures But I'm still waiting for pictures of celebrations to be uploaded, so for the time being, this is what I got..

The Birthday boy with the nicely baked cake...

Having lunch at Nando's, damn long the tables...

The girls and the super lucky Naim to have us as his friend....

Will be uploading all the other pictures of celebration as soon as I got it.Waiting for Lesley and Jaja.. BTW, Mal went to Hong Kong today with his family. Haih.. Sure boring like hell dy. but never mind la, I still got lots of thing to be settled. My individual presentation on Friday but Guess what?? i don't even have a topic now... stress!!!! But I'm waiting for my souvenirs... Hehe..

The Call by Regina Spektor

This is my favourite song recently. It is so comfortable and worth hearing especially you are in the middle of tense.. Relaxing enough to sooth you..

The call Soundtrack: Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian
Title: The Call (Regina Spektor)

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and now one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger ans stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

ShOPpinG tHeraPy

Again.. I did not do so well in my test. This was my 1st test of my new sem. It only consists of 3 chapters and I can't do well.. WTH?? ( Luckily it is a "choose the best 4 out 5 test" ). Not really happy for it. And for that reason, I went on a therapy, try to have an experiment on it... which is the Shopping Therapy. It really works.. I went to KLCC alone and hoping for getting something just to make me feel better. And I end up spending around RM100 getting a top from MNG and another from ZARA ( I got those for cheap prices for obvious reason, SALES!!!! ) That encourages me to buy even more violently but I'm much more better after all... And I saw something nice for Malcolm too. But not getting it today la, probably tomorrow or Friday... But actually in the hidden part far inside me I felt the guiltiness to spend so quickly, I just got my allowance from sis yesterday.. Ish.. Hopefully it is not growing to become a habit of mine or perhaps already is... SCArY!!!! But honestly

ShOPPING IS FUN!!!

* I just realised it had been ages since i blogged.. So sorry for all the visitors.. Will update it more often. Just wait patiently la..

Hate it!!!!!

Hate it!!!

Why things just can't go the way you want... Disappointment over disappointment, really can't take it anymore la... I think even a high EQ phsycologists can't tolerate with it dy... But what to do?? I still need to go over it with my own strength.. This few days was like my worst week of all.. My emotion are just like the way tsunami attacks and the terrible China Earthquake.. Dunno what exactly happen to me. But I know I face few of my most difficult moment so far in my life. It looks so small in the eye of some people but for me it is something that greatly impacted me.. But I do believe it can be a test to see whether I able to overcome it anot.. I'm trying hard.

Expressing the Randomness......

*3 weeks of holiday.. And now 4 days down.. Don't feel like starting class any soon... But in fact. I had another 19 days of holiday.. Must do something meaningful rather than just wasted it like what I usually did.. NOPE!!! Not this time... I just realised for quite some time I din blog dy... So sorry guys, but just don't feel like blogging.

*Last few days busy thinking of some important yet inspiring stuff... And I know it is something that can help me to grow even better if I manage to handle it with the way God wanted me to be. I manage to overcome it but not sure whether is this the correct way. Now need to STAND STILL, show that I'm not the odd person without any feeling under one condition: show it with wisdom from God, not by myself.. Thanks to people that ever contributed. ( No matter the listener or the adviser, the degree of important and appreciation is still the same ) <----- more specifically Ah Kok and Samuel Gor2..

*Ok now just try my best to do what I suppose to do and continue living out the LOVE of GOD..

Nite OWL

Haha... What am I doing here?? I should be either studying or sleeping coz it is now 3.46am (so not Shermaine that stays up till this late nite, I'm usually one of the 1st few among my frens to go find my sweet and soft cuddly bed) .. But guess what am I doing while blogging??

I'm watching Liverpool vs Chelsea in Champions League semi final.. 3 times in 4 years meeting them in semi final but of course the BLUES had never once took any advantage from the REDS, so do this season. Wow.. I can't afford to miss it.. Cos I need to support the mighty Reds and of course I need to know the result first in hand.. It's a very important game that they can't afford to lose too nor me ( some of you noe what I meant ) Now just started 2ND half, and they seems to doing quite well besides a few minor mistakes. Go!! Go!! GO!! Liverpool!!!!!

OK next, how's my revision going on?? I have 4 papers in hand and I completed 1 today and to more precisely yesterday nite. So happy!!! I finished reading Bill's HBA 200.. Hahha... Now 3 to go.. Let me take a look on the checklist.

• Another 9 more chapters for IT
• 9 chapters for Intro to Mar Comm
• and last but not least the whole book consisting 11 chapters of Intercultural Communication.. Had never touches that book for reading purposes...

OK, now I left 5 days to complete all the reading work... Can I do it?? Of course I can't but with the strength of God and the support from friends and Special Ones sure can make my dreams come true.. haha.. Sounds so funny!!!!! Now waiting for the finals to over, so that I can truly enjoy my time. So many things wanted to do. Shopping, shoPPING and SHOPPING!!!

New THEORY!!!

Today I found out a quite good theory from a pastor that gave talk today in my church.. The theory sounds like that: People will normally see things from the perspective of what lead his priorities in his heart. Which means whenever you place something in a high position in your heart, you will tend to think and see things from that point of view... Still don't get it??? Well, I have some examples here:

If I give a No.10 to you, what you will think of??

• For a gambler, he/she will straight away think of buying 4D..
• For a football fan, he/she will think of Ronaldinho or Michael Owen ( who jercy was no. 10 )
• For a millionaire, he/she will think of if they have 10million what they will do with it.
• But for a obedient Christian, he/she might probably think of 10 commandments and stuff related to bible ( God's word )

What you guys think?? Is that true?? It's kinda true for me la... It is a good way of testing on a person to know what he/she is thinking. hehe...

Between, today is my church Missionary Day. Had to listen to 2 talks that really speaks to me. I felt like I need to help this children that is so needy ( lack of education and food) and hunger for gospel at the same time. Planning to adopt another child soon. Looking for people to share with me...

SMK Sinar Bintang

Wow.. just back from another camp. SMK Sinar Bintang. The 1st Malay school that I saw full of Chinese student. It is so rare to see a non-Chinese in that school. Weird har? But anyway, really enjoying going to this camp. Struggle to make d decisions to go cos of personal stuff.. But I dun feel regret at all. A lot of good memories and new learning from this camp. The student there is so talented and the thing that I remember the most is the teacher there, make me cried badly. Even more than Mr Sam.. HAih.. How can it be?? OK, now to the volunteer..... here you go..

Yan Qun- Really learn quite a lot although this is already the 6th camp I went. Thx so much for the guidance.
Bing quan- Makes me respect him more. Although not in a good condition in the terms of family problems, but he still with us and act just like normal just not to influence us.. Gambade!! Will support you...
Sung Yang- He is the person that will work and work and work without notice. Doesn't boast bout his work. Always humble and responsible. Jia You brother.
Samuel- A good gor2 of mine. U said that You know me more through this camp, me too.. I felt that too. I promise to help you during camp but as I say, U help me more than I do. Sorry for that. But you really did a good job. Hope to work with you again next time. A good singer and guitarist.
Pierre- This is the 3rd time we work together if I'm not mistaken. A funny person that deals with all the PA system..
Zhong Wei- He sings so well and a professional photographer too.. Waiting for all the nice pictures.
Zhu Yang- A funny yet cute little brother. He is so optimistic and you will always see him laughing.
Ken Hao- Another brother from Ipoh. Did a good job in the camp. Hope to see you next time.
Jia Xin- Our 1st time working together, but a really good sister... Rap so well
Wei Han- Haha.. see his development.. Felt so happy for you.. Keep on..
Jia yi- A sweet girl and well mannered girl at the same time. She can be very strict too.
Fu yang- A good group leader. Really touches me for his decisions of staying back for his group.
Grace- You can always see her smile hanging on her face. Bright smile..
Tian Ling- One of the youngest in the camp. Must Jia you oh!!
Tian Hui- Can see your effort in leading the camp.. Gambade too
Mei Choo- Can see your seriousness and effort. But you already did a very good job k??
Hui Min- A sweet girl that studying mass comm in KDU
Peter Pan- A funny guy in the camp. " Man lei geng Mei" hahahaha
Chang Xi- My group leader. You really good in leading group. Although he is only 18 this year but he can really give advices to the students like a really matured adult... Jia you

Overall it was a success!!! All glory to the Lord!!!!

1980's Primary School Students

Still remember during our primary school time,

• There is always salesman came to sell story books in a long list. Today get the list, few days later need to pay and get the books. Even salesman selling milk and Vitagen also the same.
• Kids normally look at pictures only instead of reading during library period. But when "Nilam" peak period, everyone will busy borrowing books from the library. Haha...
• The food by RMT was usually sucks. Even the rich ones also joined the programme.
• Uses pencil box that can be open both side, sharpener in the middle.
• Playing eraser battle, "sayang" wanna use the eraser for erasing purposes but they forgooten the actual functions or roles play by it. We even had "Satu lompat tikus", "Getah" and bottlecap and "batu Seremban". Remember the Tamagochi that started during our times???
• Feather- duster is often slim because it had taken the role of cane.
• Scared of injection ( BCG and Rubella ) but after that boast bout it to our family and friends.
• After school, we normally bought Jojo, Dora or Dendang . Buy for the sake of the toy inside. ( Marcomm ).
• Watch all sorts of cartoon series such as Power Rangers, Ultraman, transformers, Ninja Turtles, Thundercats, Mask Rider, Doraemon, etc.

Wow.. that really reflects what I had gone through during my primary school era. Makes me think back a lot bout that time.. Sometimes it is good to get something to stimulates us with all kind of old memories long buried in our mind.... Miss the old times!!!

Reason for love???

one day a gal asked
why do you like me..?
why do you love me.?

HE answered:i can't tell the reason.. but i really, like you..

SHE: you can't even tell me the reason.. how can you say you like me? how can you say you love me?

HE: i really don't know the reason, but i can prove that i love you.

SHE: proof? no! i want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!

HE: ok..ok!! ermmss.. because you are beautiful, because your voice is sweet, because you are caring, because you are loving, because you are thoughtful, because of your smile, because of your every movements.

The gal felt very satisfied with his answer. Unfortunately, a few days later, the gal met with an accident and became comma. HE then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:

Darling,because of your sweet voice that I love you...Now can you talk? no! therefore i cannot love you. Because of your care and concern that i like you.. now that you cannot show them, therefore i cannot love you. because of your smile, because of your every movements that i love you.. now can you smile? Now can you move? No, therefore i cannot love you... don't ask why someone loves you.. if love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore. Do love need a reason? NO! therefore, i still love you... and love doesn't need a reason... "sometimes the best and the most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, cannot be touched, but can be felt in the heart" love

Wow.. This was nice. I found this in my friend's post...

FRee and Relax

You Know what???

I felt so RELAX and FREE when I completed my last presentation of the sem last Thursday. I felt as if I'm already on the preparation of to grad. haha.. It is too early to say that because I have at least 2 years ++ to go.. I'm just in my second sem. I know what makes me feel that way. After 2 weeks of hell university life packed with 2 major presentations ( worth 30% all together), a journal due ( 40%, crazy!!! ), 2 extra credit for Zan's class but not doing one, a 20% quiz with only an essay and 10mcqs ( another crazy 1) and not forget the 2nd radio podcast. That is so carzy that I barely watch tv or even talk much with my family that 2 weeks period. But now everyhting is over.. I can now concentrate on the last assignment of the

sem----> Intercultural Terminology Journal ( worth 30% ). Now I just need to complete this and wait for my finals in 3 weeks time. Wow.. must start studying dy... Aim of getting A's this semester...

* But there is still something worrying me. My radio Pod casts.. Can't be read.. OH no!!! Hopefully Zan found the resolution for this...

HAte Shit Bennet!!!!

What is dis?? I dun care what people say, I hate him, wanna find his house, burn it, kill his dog, eat all his food and make him sleep with pig for 4o years.. Shit him!!!! UNFAIR!!!! Fire him!!!! Mascherano, I support you!!!

LIVERPOOL CONTINUE TO RULEZ!!!!!!!!

In Progress...

I'm supposed to be studying for my quiz on Monday, What am I doing here??? Another 2 chapters for me to go, at the same time e-learning is not functioning and I need Bill's note.. HOw??? How?? And I din manage to get his tips for the quiz... Hopefully can do better la, not doing so well for my Intro to Mar Com's midterm... haih..

Before I forgot, to those who did contribute your support for my Ais Kacang selling morally or physically, Shermaine express the greatest gratitude to you guys. And for your information, we do quite well for the assignment, we manage to got back our cost and we even get profit from that. hehe.. so happy... Thank God for the weather..

ABC and Egg Sandwiches for SALE!!!!

Wow.. After a few months of relaxing, now all the assignments are lining up to come visit me. The first one started tomorrow. I got an assignment for HBA200 Intro to Business Admin ( selling ABC and egg sandwiches) Lots of thing happen when we plan to do this. Change from one plan to another and finally comes to the very end. And even now the day before the event, we still not finalise everything. All of us was so panicked and worried about it just now even during our lunch. haih... Hope everything goes well tomorrow. And for those who wanted to support, our business is at KPD A, 10.30am to 1.30am. We are selling EGG SANDWICHES and ABC...


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