Weird

Yesterday I had a new haircut. Colouring my hair for the very first time and perming it after few years time. Not a bad trying but I am still quite worried the after first wash maintenance. It could be troublesome and a long work. But still I am quite happy with it.

Yesterday I had a super weird dream. I dream of so many things and the single thing that I remember is the time spending with both of them. It is such ridiculous but it seems like hinting something or just me being too overreacted. I really does not know how is my future gonna be like with the conditions now but I am trying my very best to do what I can.. Hopefully everything goes well..

and today 8/1/2011 is our 3.5 Anniversary together. Happy Anniversary dear.. Muacks.. Love you..

Piece and bits of life

Remember I was saying about thinking whether to attend the day or not? But that is just the outer me, inner me am so happy with the invitation. I told all my close friend about it and they realize how excited I am. I already spare that few days for this. I rejected a few invitations too. I am even thinking about the preparation for that night already. I even told my mum about it. But a news drag me from heaven to hell. I am so disappointed. I have a feeling that I am not yet accepted by them. I am still not part of them. How do I tell people about it? I am just being silly to be so simple-minded. What can I do? Even him is not fighting for me. I can just say ok, fine ( nod my head unwillingly... sob sob.. )

Sometimes I think i am too overstressed on the term responsibility and promise. I always put so much burden on myself and I need to fulfill all the promises. I think that is very important or the basic element of a human being. but i think i am overstressing it.

I am done with my thesis. Finally everything is done. job hunting will be starting soon. hope that I can find a job that I am desired of..

Craziness

Me

Dear..

Us at Pavillion..

Another one..

The outdoor view but a little too small

Thesis is driving me crazy..

Another two more days to our Hatyai trip.. Hopefully the tedious task will come to an end. Tired of planning and co-ordinating..

The Injured throat and heart

Haih.. I really hate this. My throat is getting worse after Saturday night. I now can hardly talk and if I talk also the voice is so unacceptable. It is something very suffering for me, someone who likes to talk. I am having hard time to control myself and avoiding myself to talk more. This is to prevent it to getting even worse. I am drinking tonnes of water and tried my best to take care dy. I hope 2molo will be better because I need to go for another partime job briefing. Now just cross my fingers, hoping for the best.

Another thing is I really couldn't imagine a most developed country like US can tolerate with this internet service that sucks till this extend. Even the worse Streamyx here will be far better than them. Is this a test? To test my patience or the faith between us. I seriously cannot see the pros of unable to contact each other la. Stupid line... Blardy hate you... Just because I miss you..

Shopping therapy needed

Recently I need shopping therapy so badly. I am thinking of it day and night. I blog-hop to so many blogshops hoping that can find something that caught my eyes and I don't have to actually go to the shop physically to get some destress but i don't seem to get any.. The worst part is there seems to be no one free and available to accompany me.. Nearest would be this Friday, Wai Ling has no class so we are going for Sushi I guess. Oh.. I missed salmon so much. But Friday is like 4 more days from now, I think I can't wait till that. I am so desperate that I think I am gonna go alone one day. hehe.. It is free and easy to go alone after all. So not so bad.

Dear is doing fine in Yellowstone and enjoying a lot. Dear remember to take good care of yourself. And something that surprise me a lot is that they are planing to get a car in USA. haha.. I know the car there is rather cheap but it doesn't come across my mind that they will get one. But it is true that it is more convenient to have one rather to rent or relying on domestic flight. Talking about working, recently I am working Partime for a marketing research company and it is very exhausting. Nonetheless, it gives me the highest earning in the shortest period of time.

Back and it continues...

Just back from a great trip with HIM to our usual place, Malacca. We had a two days one night non-stop eating marathon ( not to forget it is also our 3rd Anni Trip, time flies... ) And the marathon will continues till next Tuesday because we still have wedding and a fishing trip in a row. But also start count down the days that he is leaving for US. For freaking 5 months.. Really can't imagine how the days will be. But Will be stronger and waiting you to be back. But please don't forget those promises... Shall update with pictures very soon...

Angels around me...

I found a partime job at KLCC selling HA ( Home Appliances ) for Panasonic. The paid was not too bad and the working hour is appropriate too. I can get to go to church and at the same time no need to wake so early for work. Money money money, here I come but I will only get it July. Nvmla, at least this is my asset dy. Another 2 weeks to go and after deducting all the working weekend, it's only left with 10 solid days. I know dear is very busy with his preparation with the finals but I felt his changes. Now he spend more time to sms with me dy eventhough he is studying. I felt so happy with that coz I felt that we communicate more already. I really hope this remains especially that 4 particular months...

Another thing is recently I greatly feel the mighty and loving God that is always there for me. Whenever I am in need, he is always there to prepare me solutions. I truly grateful for that. For an example, last Tuesday I need to go for an interview at Kepong and that place is like a total stranger to me. God send His little angel, VB to send me there and accompany me to find the office. That building is just like the crime or haunted house scene. You can't really find single person there beside a strange foreman that try to play a joke with us. Next, I need to go for the training at Panasonic office and to get there with public transport is so hard especially at the peak hour. I am so lucky to have Yew gor2 to send me there and kind enough to waited me for 3 hours to send me back. Thanks so much to both of them and most importantly my Dearly God that is always there to hear my prayer....

Farmville, the distress tool...

It's now my exam week. And it did not stop me from FV-ing. It is so addictive. Some might say it is boring and meaningless, for me the addictiveness would be almost the same with other games. The thinking to increase level by time, by effort, by your strategic planning. I think it seriously need some form of tactics and planning in order to get the job done. It is also a way to distress. I am not that stress as my past exams. And I am not emo-ing this exam week. Thanks to FV... hehe... And another thing, my first time in my past 22years+ of life. I LATE FOR EXAM. I WOKE UP LATE!!!!! I almost can't believe my eyes that it is already 7.20am by the time I wake. And my exam is at 8... I was like, oh no.... sure die.. But thanks to the help of my dear and his dad, I managed to get there only 10minutes late. But I think I screwed out the paper too. I was too nervous and I couldn't think properly..Hopefully it is not so bad.. And I shall never repeat this nightmare again.. I have set 3 alarms for my final paper 2molo which is also 8am... I am so excited because only one more to go and then I am free again... YAY!!!!

Sick...

Very sick today... It's been long since i fall down to the earth for so many days. Flu, fever, and bit of cough... I hate all this. I can't take cold food, can't take fried and oily food. I only can take food that is tasteless and not exciting at all such as bread... Boring and by looking at it also will lose appetite dy.. Adui.. Hopefully after today, I will be recovering very soon and get rid of all this stupid virus.. Gain antibiotic please... I want to go have fun and not staying at home..

Hot Air Balloon Fiesta 2010'

Last Friday, Dear and I went to the Hot Air Balloon Fiesta as planned. We woke up very early and drive all the way to Putrajaya just to witness the giant air balloon.. But not all things will go well as what you have imagined. Due to some circumstances, the camera die out of battery after surviving the first 15 min of capturing the beauty of the bally. So we ended up taking more pictures with my 5.0MP camera phone which I don't really like the colour. But thanks to the invention of Photoshop and Photo editing software where I can adjust the colour to a better one.. We did not get to ride on because the timing just isn't right but overall we had fun there... Below are some of the pictures that we took that day...

A little far from them. Note the levi's balloon..

Dear with his friend..

us...

Dear posing confidently..

This looks better

Happy Dear

I like the blue background

Happily taking picture with them..

Another one

I like this balloon. Although without lots of design but this is the most original and happy looking one...

Dear also look xtra happy with this balloon.

Camwhoring- Take 1

Take 2

Sunkist- thirst quenching

Finally they get to fly off to the blue sky

This would be picture of the day.. just simply like the formation of it..

Exhausted mentally and physically...

Had a great camp and a great fight... Will blog about it very soon... Stay tuned... I'm darn super tired and exhausted.. The importance of myself.. Actually we should not overestimate yourself.. It will ended up having big time of disappointment. Please put yourself in the shoe of other people to feel it.. Yes, I am trying...

Insomnia

Recently I can't sleep. I don't know why. Insomnia haunting me for the first time. It's really annoying and suffering especially when you know you need to wake the next day. No matter how tired I am nor how hard I try, it is still the same. What to do?? Can anyone help me?? BTW, today is Chinese Valentine's Day. Happy Chinese Valentine's Day dear. Thanks for everything and had a great time together although it's short. Muacks...

Disaster

Today my first day of class. I'm officially a 3rd year student. The time flies so quickly. A 5 days of class is already quite torturing to me but it is actually a 5days of 8am class. Gosh.. I need to wake up in the dark everyday. Oh no.. It is yet to come to the worst part, 3/5 days of the week, I'm having only a class which means only 8am to 10am or sometimes 8.30am till 10am. Don't you think this kind of system just too time and $$ wasting? What to do? I just realized something, I keep repeating the same grudge every beginning of the semester. It's all HELP's fault.. Blerr.. Nvm, I'm soon leaving this place.. Am I too early for that? hehe..

BTW, I'm happy because I did not fail my PR method. The nightmare last sem.. I even not getting a C but B-. That's fair enough because I almost gave up on this subject but by the end, I tried my best to study... And to clarify, I had that thinking not because of the subject but of the LECTURER that I really can't find anything that I can agree with her on.. Sorry and Thanks, BYE.. Hopefully that is the first try and the LAST one..

And I'm worry now, coz my throat keep itching the whole day ( cough? ), and I had sinus this morning ( flu? ) and I feel bit2 tired.. Please, that stupid disastrous virus to go far far away from me and people around me. No, no.. No room for you.. Hope this won't affect the Thailand missionary trip

Little bit of everything

H1N1 had been a hot topic recently. You can see the news of it everywhere from mainstream media to little brochure distributed at train station. I started to feel the impact and danger of it. I can see some people wearing mask and washing hands much more often than usual. The threat of it was forcing us to do something. I really hope this stupid disease can get buried by the strong determination of human beings. We won't be shoot down by this small little threat right,people?

Another thing that I realised is this is actually the month of independence. It is so low profile this year that I almost forget about it. Maybe it is also because of the unstable political status, the disease and also not to forget the disaster at Taiwan. Pity people around the world need to adapt themselves a lot these few years. SARS, 911, 912, recessions, Taiwan disaster, H1N1, Tsunami, SzeChuan Earthquake, on-going civil war, and many unstable political problems. But this also initiates that God's coming is getting nearer.

Actually I already bumped myself at home for more than a month time. You might say i did nothing, wasting time. But when I think deep into my thought, I realised I've actually done lots of small2 little things, and I'm thankful for what I have. BTW, dear is now in Aussie having his holiday. I've told him that he need to quarantine himself after back from there next week. Is that cruel? But it is to make my family and other people not to worry. Apart of being caring to both of us, we need to take care of the feeling and safety of others. Hope dear will be OK la..

Last but not least, another week till my class starts. OMG, I tell you my time table sucks again. What to do, that is our beloved HELP. haih.. And for those who still confuse about my blog skin, I'm so sorry. I'm just too lazy to do anything about it. haha.. Yup, slap me for my lazinesss but I might just continue being myself...

THe Preview of Food Review

Dear just passed me his thumb drive which full of pictures. I know I have a lot to catch up. So, next post will be full of food. It was kinda like food review. Went so many places and most of it are occupied with food. Yes, I mean the tempting yet sinful FOOD. A necessity for us but sometimes it can be a disaster if we did not take it healthily. OMG, I sounded so much like those Anorexia ppl but I can surely tell you I'm not. So stay tune for the post full of the angel and devil side of FOOD...

BTW, I'm having my 6 weeks holiday now and today is the official 1st day of it. I'm still doing fine at home but seriously broke. Don't ask me why and don't ever make silly guessing that I spent all my $$ on shopping. NO, I did not buy a single top also this month ( Such a big achievement and I'm proud of it ). HEHE.. But it's already half way through the month. I know I manage to go through this... Yes!!

The Robot Bunny Fall Sick

Sick for 3 days already. Thought won't be long but end up still feeling tired and dizzy sometimes. Shocked my mum when heard that I had high fever till 101.6'c. I myself did not realised is that serious even the doctor looks a bit panic. He worried I might be dengue or stuff but I can prove that it is not. I still need to go for my LLS event today and PR method quiz tomorrow. Ish.. Hopefully I can fully recovered soon. So sorry, can't blog about Kok's wedding yet because I still waiting for the pictures. I think it's better to blog about it with the aid of pictures. So do wait for it..

In the middle of haze

Erm.. You must be wondering how's my life during holiday.. I would say it is still the same in the sense that I still busy and had no time. After exam, I had continuous outing and trips till today only had the "real time" to blog. I keep spending money as usual ( Surprisingly, less online shopping ) Seriously, now the thing that I should get first is a wardrobe. I can sense that my current one is gonna burst into pieces anytime. Recently, I also had lots of planning to do, plan for a farewell party, a missionary trip for fellowship, future and much more pieces of stuff that requires hard and deep thinking. Something that might change my life and crucial for me not to avoid but to face it. I know it is not easy but I'm glad that I'm not alone but with people that always there to support and most importantly my God that is my ultimate help. Now in the middle of my holiday, I hope that this 3 weeks holiday will be very productive and content. Shall evaluate my performance towards the end of the break. Hope won't be dissapointed.

Gambateh dear and all the best for your exam. I know you can do it. Take good care of yourself too.. Miss you

Craziness of HELP

I was lack of updates recently. The reason is simple and straight forward. I'm so busy and it is as if 24 hours is not enough for me at all. " I feel like dying ( not literally ) when looking at the workload for the remaining of the sem" . This is my PM in Facebook as some might have seen. I really mean it. Whenever I think of it, I felt so burdened and it is torturing to some extent. Some of you might can't imagine how bad it is. Ok, let me list down for you and as a reminder to myself of not wasting anymore time:

This Friday- Anthropology Quiz ( which is 8 big Chapters )
SRM Group Research Project ( can kill you )

Next Tue- 2 PR individual case studies ( which I haven't being introduced to the question yet )
Advertising Quiz ( Which worth 10% )

Thur- Anthropology Group Research Project Presentation ( wow... )

Fri- SRM Quiz ( another 8-9 chapters )
Anthropology Group Project Paper Due ( haven't really started )
SRM Individual Presentation ( This can seriously makes everyone nervous like hell )

Following Thur - Advertising Group Presentations ( This will be the last assignment of the sem )

And the lists continue with four papers for finals. Isn't that crazy? Well, speechless dy...

1 whole hectic week

Yo, I just realised I really lack of updates... last post was 2 weeks ago. Ok, today suddenly feel like doing something to it but I don't know what to blog about. Maybe to roughly mentioned what I've done throughout this whole week. Mon I had my PR quiz which I think is??? ( speechless I would say- define yourself). Tuesday I had my PR report due which I think should be ok... Wednesday whole day occupied with the so called blood donation drive which really drive us crazy. Really tired that day but I did make quite a number of new friends. I guess worth it lo... The event was quite successful beside all those inorganised planning of the event ( don't feel like talking about it already, anyway it's ady over ) Next in the list is the advertising take home test which I don't really understand but felt thankful when I know almost all my classmates felt the same. ok!!!! Last but not least, our main dish of the week, anthro 8 chapters quiz which is quite torturing especially after the hectic time throughout the week. Now, finally everything is done. But guess what, after all done--> I don't know what else to do. Just waiting for pictures la, Mr. J, c'me on. Ceps la...

Long long one..

Too much to updates so I decided to make it into two separate posts for the ease of my dear Reader. So below are some that I've missed.




#1. Amuleto, MidValley

Another Food Review. We decided to give it a try after all the good feed backs we heard. The price was reasonable too besides their good food. We are one of the first customers. ( guess we are too early ). The environment is great with the chilly red Christmas decorations all over the place.

My Grilled Fish

Dear's Cheese -Baked Rice

The Soup Taster

Camwhore as usual

The chilly red environment

#2. Little Dinner + Little Genting

I know this was long. But I just got the time to post it up or to say now only I have the feeling to blog about it. But it gonna be very short. Brosis had a little dinner time at Danau Kota. After that, we went to Little Genting, dunno for what reason. Did little cam whore that night in the dark environment. But we did enjoyed. Here are some pictures.

The naughty Guys

The Good Girls.. LOL!!

#3. Early Christmas Party

We had an extremely early Christmas Party at Christine's place. The food was surprisingly good. Everything was so good that all of us eat till can't move.. LOL

#4. Updates

I'm currently having my longest holiday of the year which is only a month time. Lots have to be done during the hols but unfortunately no trip for me this holiday. Need to settle and get involved in lots of Christmas Day preparation and also Birthday Celebrations. Not to forget all the shopping spree.. YAY!!! So will be quite bz lo.

I think that's all for now and will blog about my Birthday celebration in the next post.. Take care till then...