Am sick again physically and mentally..

Just back from Genting Highland with dear, Dang, Soo Chin and Amos. Still remember how 11 of us went there and had a real good trip and now left with five of us here visiting the same place. The worst thing is me and dear fall sick so badly there. Flu and fever isn't feeling that good at Genting because it is way too cold to be bear by two patients.

Sometimes I feel it kinda san fu because I couldn't differentiate whether it is really from the heart, pretending or actually it's just a sense of responsibility. This makes me feeling insecure again. hi to my old dear friend..

I had few chances to actually view those things but I choose not to. Not because I am really that saint but what if I saw something that I shouldn't, then my heart will be ache like nobody business and what if those pictures are no more there? My heart will be more painful because I know he is hiding things from me definitely. Never even think of being honest with me.. Haiz..

The Injured throat and heart

Haih.. I really hate this. My throat is getting worse after Saturday night. I now can hardly talk and if I talk also the voice is so unacceptable. It is something very suffering for me, someone who likes to talk. I am having hard time to control myself and avoiding myself to talk more. This is to prevent it to getting even worse. I am drinking tonnes of water and tried my best to take care dy. I hope 2molo will be better because I need to go for another partime job briefing. Now just cross my fingers, hoping for the best.

Another thing is I really couldn't imagine a most developed country like US can tolerate with this internet service that sucks till this extend. Even the worse Streamyx here will be far better than them. Is this a test? To test my patience or the faith between us. I seriously cannot see the pros of unable to contact each other la. Stupid line... Blardy hate you... Just because I miss you..

The lovely Sick..

After a long day out with Kai lee and Fung Min, I totally fall into the M'sia version of winter. Shivering cold the whole night and really bad sore throat. Having hard time to swallow my food coz it is really painful, but this also makes me realized how good i am to have my mum beside me when I am sick. She constantly remind me and wake me up in the middle of the night to take medication and drink water. haha.. Although sometimes it is bit hard to stand the long winded brag.. but she is still the best.. love u mum although i've never mentioned it in front of u...

The Robot Bunny Fall Sick

Sick for 3 days already. Thought won't be long but end up still feeling tired and dizzy sometimes. Shocked my mum when heard that I had high fever till 101.6'c. I myself did not realised is that serious even the doctor looks a bit panic. He worried I might be dengue or stuff but I can prove that it is not. I still need to go for my LLS event today and PR method quiz tomorrow. Ish.. Hopefully I can fully recovered soon. So sorry, can't blog about Kok's wedding yet because I still waiting for the pictures. I think it's better to blog about it with the aid of pictures. So do wait for it..