Felt so loved..

The end of another happy holiday.. Felt so contended just because I'm happy. Sometimes it shouldn't be very complicated for us to be grateful. Every breath we take in, every single morning that we can open our eyes should be something we thanks for. I'm happy because there's lots of people I love and more people that give me their precious love. I felt thankful for them. They did not ask for reply for that. Shouldn't take things for granted.

Yesterday night, I heard something that did little bit of brain triggering on me. A sister did share something to us. She said that when you felt that there is some part of the people surrounding you where they actually had habits or attitudes that makes you out of mind, you can actually look from other perspective where are we the person that should change? Or do we need to do little of edit here and there in our whole brain structure??

Self-Reflection

Attitude and how you view yourself really affected by how people view you? Socially constructed I would say. I think it's partially true. It much depends on how the relationship of the viewer and the context you are in. Some might say I'm noisy but in a different context I'm considered a quiet person to someone. No matter how, I realised something about myself.

• I can be very talkative that you feel like asking me to shut up when I'm around people who I am comfortable with but in a totally opposite manner if I'm full of uncertainty.
• I'm not really good in socializing or to be more precise I'm just not that kind of person. I don't really like socializing when I don't feel like but sometimes I'm quite amazed of how a few close friend of mine can really socialize ( I guess that's me )
• I can communicate better with guys rather than girls, don't ask me why but that is what I've observed. It can also be proved by the number of male close friends I have are so outnumbered female close friends. Some of my male friends tend to say they don't really treat me as a girl ( a brother? ) But it doesn't really matter for true friends. Some might think I'm extremely reliable ( according to most of my close friends ) but yesterday I found out a rather unusual case where a friend of mine don't really think I am ( but maybe because we are still not consider as close friends ). kinda shocking to me but we need to accept the fact that everyone has their own perception about something. You can't control what they perceive as correct and wrong. I guess that's the interesting part of life

Ok, those who are reading might suddenly think I so emo but in fact, I'm not. Just suddenly think of this and feel like writing it down. Ok, we move to other better things. Haha.. You guys should give me a clap of hands. I've just finish reading six chapters of SRM in 5 hours+ time. Wow... Friday is the test, so I hope I can finish it by today lo... Cheer everyone!!

A bit of everything current

Another 3 days... Really can't wait.

Been waiting for the day for more than two weeks.

The feeling and process is not really good for me.

Or it is just me that not used too la.

But luckily everything is going to over very very soon but another

obstacles for the long waiting reunion, my suck TIME TABLE.

Having 4 days 8am class and no break at all.

Another good news isthere will be almost every week

replacement class which will take place on Saturday, 8am...

Hate it but what to do, I can only accept it...