The Blue Sky

Wow.. I felt relieving much man.. Remember the last post that I said I need answers for all my confusion and puzzles?? I initially got some answers for it but now I realised that it doesn't matter whether my question being answered or not, the burden or the conflict being solved is more important and crucial. And guess what, I finally found out that I'm quite a selfish and one-sided thinking person where I normally ignored. But I know it doesn't help at all by doing so. I must face it and solve ti wisely and be more objective. And I think I did improve a little bit but I will keep learning for it's a better thing for us. Hehe.. The Happy Shermaine is back ( Thanks to him for the lovely lunch and a short walk ) .. And I found the blue sky after the rainy days... It is so relieving..

*Looking forward to this Friday. I know it will be fun enough for us to forget all the unwanted silly thought. Shoo Shoo all the stupid evil stuff.
* Wanted to watch lots of movies recently- Get smart, Hancock, To the Center of The earth, Made of Honour, Happening and much much more..
* A few close friends of mine told me they feel that my blog is a bit too short compare to the rest but that is so not me to blog as if I'm writing a Thesis. I prefer to do something that is Shermaine-like and ease my readers.. Anyway, I'm not blogging for the public to see how well I express my opinion. I'm just using the chance to keep my friends update about me and to Crap to more precisely. Haha.. So whatever la..

Confusion...

Recently I did something unusual and stupid.. I'm such a fool to write something like that to a person that care so much for me. I guess I'm just too emotional and acted on impulse.. Haih.. I shouldn't do that, I should have more confident in him right?? But sometimes I'm quite confused on what guys are thinking, and it can changes just like what usually girls did. Erm.. kinda puzzling my mind now. But I hope i got the answer from the reply la.. But Sometimes I'm quite a confusing girl, I can be very positive when facing other people's thing but when it comes to my stuff, I'm just a small little helpless girl who comes up with foolish ideas and thinking. Funny yet conflict la my world??? But still I can't understand GUYS!!! They really think very differently from girls man, no wonder there is a saying of Venus and Mars... And I just need assurance I guess..

And today I got 2 results for my test.. Hehe.. They are both in extreme levels. One very satisfying and another one very disappointed. The reason for my satisfying is I totally gave up the test but yet I got full marks but when I put my full force into it, I got very low indeed. WTH?? So what should I do next time?? Try to repeat my giving up or put full effort?? Another confusing question to be think of.

*"Never think about the mistakes you made. Think about the mistakes you will make." *

Naim's Birthday Celebration

June and July are very busy months. All friends around me seems to like these months so much that they planned to born on these months together. From Lesley, Naim, Jaharah, William, Elaine, Apan, Li wei, Kin Hoe, Wai Ling, Mei Kuan and many many more. So sorry for those who I missed out. Too many indeed.. But I managed to get myself involved already in few of the Birthday celebrations. Lesley's one came first then Naim's one and next our Miss Jaja's. Now I only able to get NAim's birthday's pictures But I'm still waiting for pictures of celebrations to be uploaded, so for the time being, this is what I got..

The Birthday boy with the nicely baked cake...

Having lunch at Nando's, damn long the tables...

The girls and the super lucky Naim to have us as his friend....

Will be uploading all the other pictures of celebration as soon as I got it.Waiting for Lesley and Jaja.. BTW, Mal went to Hong Kong today with his family. Haih.. Sure boring like hell dy. but never mind la, I still got lots of thing to be settled. My individual presentation on Friday but Guess what?? i don't even have a topic now... stress!!!! But I'm waiting for my souvenirs... Hehe..

The Call by Regina Spektor

This is my favourite song recently. It is so comfortable and worth hearing especially you are in the middle of tense.. Relaxing enough to sooth you..

The call Soundtrack: Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian
Title: The Call (Regina Spektor)

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and now one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger ans stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

ShOPpinG tHeraPy

Again.. I did not do so well in my test. This was my 1st test of my new sem. It only consists of 3 chapters and I can't do well.. WTH?? ( Luckily it is a "choose the best 4 out 5 test" ). Not really happy for it. And for that reason, I went on a therapy, try to have an experiment on it... which is the Shopping Therapy. It really works.. I went to KLCC alone and hoping for getting something just to make me feel better. And I end up spending around RM100 getting a top from MNG and another from ZARA ( I got those for cheap prices for obvious reason, SALES!!!! ) That encourages me to buy even more violently but I'm much more better after all... And I saw something nice for Malcolm too. But not getting it today la, probably tomorrow or Friday... But actually in the hidden part far inside me I felt the guiltiness to spend so quickly, I just got my allowance from sis yesterday.. Ish.. Hopefully it is not growing to become a habit of mine or perhaps already is... SCArY!!!! But honestly

ShOPPING IS FUN!!!

* I just realised it had been ages since i blogged.. So sorry for all the visitors.. Will update it more often. Just wait patiently la..