Shops and Rewards

i have a new haircut but VB said I doesn't look like I had any trim on my hair.. haha.. but overall I am ok with it la.. So kevin, a good first try.. haha.. i won't be posting the picture coz I guess it doesn't look much difference also.. I had few shopping session with friends this week and the yield was not bad. Tops that are really cute and a high waisted short too.. Looking forward to wear them all.. haha...

New attire for my blog...

Another new layout for my blog. haha.. Suddenly felt like I should give my blog a new attire since I am getting one soon.. What u guys think about this? I am so indecisive, there's so many choose but i think I will change it very soon.. What about changing it every 2 days? Erm.. i doubt i am that hardworking to do so....

Shopping therapy needed

Recently I need shopping therapy so badly. I am thinking of it day and night. I blog-hop to so many blogshops hoping that can find something that caught my eyes and I don't have to actually go to the shop physically to get some destress but i don't seem to get any.. The worst part is there seems to be no one free and available to accompany me.. Nearest would be this Friday, Wai Ling has no class so we are going for Sushi I guess. Oh.. I missed salmon so much. But Friday is like 4 more days from now, I think I can't wait till that. I am so desperate that I think I am gonna go alone one day. hehe.. It is free and easy to go alone after all. So not so bad.

Dear is doing fine in Yellowstone and enjoying a lot. Dear remember to take good care of yourself. And something that surprise me a lot is that they are planing to get a car in USA. haha.. I know the car there is rather cheap but it doesn't come across my mind that they will get one. But it is true that it is more convenient to have one rather to rent or relying on domestic flight. Talking about working, recently I am working Partime for a marketing research company and it is very exhausting. Nonetheless, it gives me the highest earning in the shortest period of time.

1096 days in sweetness...

1096 days has passed and it is still counting. Been together with this sor2 dear for 3 years. Whole 3 years and it is hope that there's more 3 years to go. We really did lots of thing together. From going for trips, celebrating every single anni together, having dinner, going for movies, simple shopping, games, laughter, pure chatting session, massaging for each other when tired, sms-ing, chatting on phone, msn-ing, miss calling and sosoososo much more. We spent so much time together and we appreciate every single moment that we have each other beside us. Although this year we can't celebrate our 3rd Anniversary together, but I know our heart is always with each other. So will be strong and wait for dear to be back to my side. And not to forget the 10 celebrations and prezzies that he had promised me. I can't wait for it and really looking forward to it. It must be very enjoying and fun..

Love you so much my dear. Thanks for being there for me always and being patient with this naughty and stubborn dear. Appreciate it so much and missing you so much. Muacks....

Love u so much my dear.. Muacks...

Special days...

Anniversaries and Birthdays has very special meaning to myself. I value them a lot but it seems completely different to the others. I am still me, the core values I believe and strongly hold is still there. They are so important to me. But some can still forget. I just dun understand. I think he has forgotten what we have promised each other on our anniversary. I am just being silly thinking that there's surprises or at least some effort for that special day.. I am being to positive thinking and expect too much... It is the 3rd anniversary which is really big thing. i have think of something but just leave it like that... Upset..

133 days to go...

I am having my final paper 2molo. I really mean it, the very final piece then I am completely done with exams. But I still have a thesis to go, so I am still carrying the status of a student ( don't feel like admitting my age though ). It had been almost 20 days since dear left for USA. It had been a hard time for me as I really hate long distance stuff... Another 133days to go. But I am getting better I guess, hopefully nothing really bad will happen because this would be a very good experience for him to explore world outside Malaysia as he always wanted to, I know. I don't want to make this trip became the worst memory to him too. So will be strong and wait for him to be back to my side. But I also need supports and extra effort from him as I cannot make this works by myself. So we work hard together lo. I can't wait for the 10 celebrations after he is back. I am waiting for my prezzies too.. Remember that ar, I don't want the literal YELLOW STONE ar... Those you can give it to Wai Yeap and friends.. haha.... Hope dear is having a great time there, enjoying his life with his bunch of friends and most importantly take good care of yourself k? muacks.. Missing you so much right now. love u too..

San Fu la....

I really feel wanna burst weyy... Why no matter how many times I say still don't understand. Maybe you are not me, you wouldn't understand fully what I am undergoing now... So sanfu ar.. I am like living alone and independently all by myself.. dunno la, I dunno whether it will evolve until I don't need anyone else to share my life with dy.. I really dunno....

Fortnight..

It's been 2 weeks since dear left. Still remember that time at airport, I am so glad that his friend were there to at least give me some comfort. And I did not cry at all.. Looking at him leaving and disappearing from my sight for a total of 5 months, 151days. That is not an easy task. This 2 weeks was like forever.. And after so long of waiting and adapting to days without him, I realize that my adaptation indeed very bad and slow. I still feel the pain and loneliness despite the loads and tonnes of activities I make myself involved in. I miss you so much my dear. Now left with 139days to go and I hope the day will come very very soon..

Dear, take good care of yourself k?

With dear and his family

Thanks to this bunch of friends for coming..

With the 1st pair of sweet couple

The 2nd pair

Love you so much too my dear..

Dear, rmb to take care and will be waiting for u here

* dear, rmb the new promise that u said that day... But till now i did not see the changes yet.. 2 days pass dy...

Can I still bear with it?

Can i still bear with it? I keep making myself packed with so many stuff ever since he left.. Am i really that busy or I just wanna avoid being alone? The loneliness at night is really horrible. Not everyone can understand.. They keep telling me that it's short, very fast one, but they wouldn't know what I need to face. I smile, I laugh, I make fun of everything, but behind the smiling face, can u see the tears? The tears that no one Un and will ever wanna care to discover.. Can I still bear with it? A good question.. but now left to see what he will do...

He left..

I know I am away for some time because I spent all my time with dear.. We did so much things together and we truly enjoy it.. But this leads to another thing which we are more and more mm seh tak of each other. He left yesterday and I wouldn't care so much but to send him off... surprisingly I am stronger than I thought... I thought I will cry non stop like a baby in pain, but no single tears drop from my eyes and dear seems like having a harder time.. But this might also due to the amount of tears I've been dropping b4 that crucial day. I gain more strength from God after a god and thorough prayer. Thanks to his bunch of friends too for appearing in the airport and this might also contribute to my strongness, thanks Kermin, Evon, Chin Yaw, Fatt and Ah Yee... I am still now trying hard to adapt to the days without dear's morning and night wishes and all those naughty ideas from dear, but I know I am not trying alone.. Dear, we try our best together k? and do remember to take good care of yourself and rmb our promises... Miss u so much already... Muacks..

Will update with the pictures soon....

Back and it continues...

Just back from a great trip with HIM to our usual place, Malacca. We had a two days one night non-stop eating marathon ( not to forget it is also our 3rd Anni Trip, time flies... ) And the marathon will continues till next Tuesday because we still have wedding and a fishing trip in a row. But also start count down the days that he is leaving for US. For freaking 5 months.. Really can't imagine how the days will be. But Will be stronger and waiting you to be back. But please don't forget those promises... Shall update with pictures very soon...

Happening

Last week was really a very happy and busy week. Lots of outing, gathering and event took place. So this might be a long post. So do bear with my long winded writing style ya.. Will start with last Thursday. Had a short secondary schoolmates gathering taken place at Chatz Room, Rampai Business Centre. It's a simple yet enjoying yumcha session and I managed to introduce the famous Monopoly Deal to them and I'm glad they enjoyed it so much.

Wai Ling, Me, May Lee and Siew Tien

Change wai ling with Soo Chin

Group Picture without Soo Chin..

Next is the happiest day for Macy and Kelvin.. Their wedding. The ceremony was so touched. I wonder will I cry too when it's my day.. Haha.. They looked so happy and Macy is extremely beautiful and gorgeous. I am really happy for them. Actually I can be considered a witness of their marriage. From how they know each other, friends, getting together and now walking towards marriage life, indirectly I am there with them. haha... Hope their marriage is always poured with blessings from God. I only have few pictures of the wedding ceremony and dinner, so I decided to upload it together once I got them all.. So, be patient people....

Next, we had a small outing with the fellowship group. We went to Fun Taipei for bubble tea and then surprisingly followed by a Museum visit. That was really funny because we went there for the coffin exhibition. You might be shocked when you hear this. But it is true, we saw lots of different burying method from prehistory mankind till the latest religious ceremony. I think this will easier accepted by Christians where we have not much taboo or pantang about this. Below are some pictures but bear with the unpleasant background...

On front of the Exibition

We paid RM3 to take picture so we took like almost everything..

Group Picture

Am I scary?

Or he is scarier?

Then we had farewell for Tomy and Han. Shouldn't say it is farewell la coz they will back in a month or two more.. haha... I guess we are just finding excuses to have more outing and fun. At first thought of having simple lunch but end up at Neway.. hehe.. Let the picture do the talking..

Me camwhoring..

Shermaine and Han

Group Picture..

VB and I

Tomy and I

Failed camwhoring with stuffing 4 persons inside the camera phone..

Tg Sepat, the little busy town...

Subject: Tanjung Sepat 2 days trip with Senior Youth Fellowship

Venue: Tg Sepat and Bagan Lalang

Date: 30/4 until 1/5 2010
Companion: 18 of us

Details: we had lots of seafood in that trip and I get to experienced for the first time catching fish with nets.. It's really tiring but enjoying...

Bagan Lalang Beach

Girls in the Room

At "Gajus" Farm

The Factory of Yam

Us before the mission of Fish Buster..

Angels around me...

I found a partime job at KLCC selling HA ( Home Appliances ) for Panasonic. The paid was not too bad and the working hour is appropriate too. I can get to go to church and at the same time no need to wake so early for work. Money money money, here I come but I will only get it July. Nvmla, at least this is my asset dy. Another 2 weeks to go and after deducting all the working weekend, it's only left with 10 solid days. I know dear is very busy with his preparation with the finals but I felt his changes. Now he spend more time to sms with me dy eventhough he is studying. I felt so happy with that coz I felt that we communicate more already. I really hope this remains especially that 4 particular months...

Another thing is recently I greatly feel the mighty and loving God that is always there for me. Whenever I am in need, he is always there to prepare me solutions. I truly grateful for that. For an example, last Tuesday I need to go for an interview at Kepong and that place is like a total stranger to me. God send His little angel, VB to send me there and accompany me to find the office. That building is just like the crime or haunted house scene. You can't really find single person there beside a strange foreman that try to play a joke with us. Next, I need to go for the training at Panasonic office and to get there with public transport is so hard especially at the peak hour. I am so lucky to have Yew gor2 to send me there and kind enough to waited me for 3 hours to send me back. Thanks so much to both of them and most importantly my Dearly God that is always there to hear my prayer....

Farmville, the distress tool...

It's now my exam week. And it did not stop me from FV-ing. It is so addictive. Some might say it is boring and meaningless, for me the addictiveness would be almost the same with other games. The thinking to increase level by time, by effort, by your strategic planning. I think it seriously need some form of tactics and planning in order to get the job done. It is also a way to distress. I am not that stress as my past exams. And I am not emo-ing this exam week. Thanks to FV... hehe... And another thing, my first time in my past 22years+ of life. I LATE FOR EXAM. I WOKE UP LATE!!!!! I almost can't believe my eyes that it is already 7.20am by the time I wake. And my exam is at 8... I was like, oh no.... sure die.. But thanks to the help of my dear and his dad, I managed to get there only 10minutes late. But I think I screwed out the paper too. I was too nervous and I couldn't think properly..Hopefully it is not so bad.. And I shall never repeat this nightmare again.. I have set 3 alarms for my final paper 2molo which is also 8am... I am so excited because only one more to go and then I am free again... YAY!!!!

Coastal Field Trip...

Last week, I had a chance to took part in a Coastal Field Trip by Dear's university. 12 of us were there and we took up the whole tour bus for dozen of us... And we went to Port Dickson and Klang for their field trip. At first, I felt so weird because I am the only outsider there but slowly I get used to it dy... Because the bunch of companion was great. I slowly understand what they were saying and what all the course is about. haha.. Not bad one and we end up having lots of fun and thanks to dear's Honkies lecturer for the Klang Seafood Meal... The group picture is with Bryan and I'll shall post it up soon. I should be studying for finals now but I am not.. As usual me.. I have 5 papers this sem and 2 falls on this Saturday.. Hopefully I score well this time round

the bunch of great engineers

The Lecturer that dislike Facebook

Us as usual..

Us by the seaside... thanks dear for the invite...

Sick...

Very sick today... It's been long since i fall down to the earth for so many days. Flu, fever, and bit of cough... I hate all this. I can't take cold food, can't take fried and oily food. I only can take food that is tasteless and not exciting at all such as bread... Boring and by looking at it also will lose appetite dy.. Adui.. Hopefully after today, I will be recovering very soon and get rid of all this stupid virus.. Gain antibiotic please... I want to go have fun and not staying at home..

Guys and Girls are just so different

According to my survey around my guys friend and also lotssss of girl friends, i came to this conclusion that they will always place study above their partners and later in life job above them. So kesian rite girls? Are we really so not worth their care and love. We are really so unimportant to them? Maybe partner can be found everywhere but to fulfill their own satisfaction and achievement is something valueable. This two sexes that God has created is not only differ in numbers of bone in their body but most drastic differences is their thinking. What a girl perceive as important, the guy would never get to understand. They will just think things case by case. Resolving things one by one. But they just could not understand the core problems that they always ignore. For an example, a guy late for date, they will think that it is just late, but for girls how you handle the late and why you late very closely related to how important is that girl in your heart.

Guys always like to say, I din do that this and that doesn't mean that I don't love you. You all are wrong. What girls value is the core value. But I know guys sure couldn't figure out a single thing from what I wrote coz you guys will never consider all this. Then, you all will blame the girl for making small matter big, but have you ever self evaluate yourself, that this small matter actuallymeans a lot to a girl and directly hurt a girl's feeling. You would not know this small matter would lead to bigger crack in your relationship. You guys would only look at the shallow and surface problem but girls looking at the core and in depth things which guys will never ever appreciate.

Haih.. Why are these tow species so different. If it is not, then the world would be better.....

Stress...

I am so stressed out but I don't anyone will understand even the closest one.. What I have done is out of my willingness so I can't blame anyone. And i shouldn't be grudging for people not doing the same to me. Different people have different thinking and I am not the king of the world. I shouldn't be too demanding, to ask people to must act out what I want. Really san fu in dealing with all this.. When you are so stressed out, wanted to find someone to talk to, there's no single 1 dat is available for you.. That is so sad right? not even the closest person will do. But what to do, you can't expect people to be 24hours by your side and fulfilling all your needs and wants. I know by switching the presentation, I need to bear more bad consequences than good one, but I think it's worth it. But thinking of i'm not being treated like that, really heart broken lo. Is that really that hard? I just want to spend more time with you, but I am always behind so many things. Your activity, families, studies and even your cars. When is my turn? 2months left and after deducted from your family's time, studies, and friends', then what left for me? I really got so many things in mind. But I know I am old enough to handle things by my own...

I have 3 presentations and 6 pages of design.. And next week need to hand in 1 assignment and report earlier just because of the trip.... STRESSSSS

Alright

I guess everything is alright now.. Yay.. The moon also looks brighter... Another announcement to be made, I am officially poisoned by Farmville.. I need to be a very professional farmer.. Call me Shermaine the CEO of a farm please..