Can You Be Changed?

I always in this saying, when a good child make a mistake, people will react like the child is the biggest sinner of all time but in the opposite end, when a very naughty kid did a small good thing, the whole country will parade for him/her.. This same happens to me, when you show very good image in front of some people, when there's something wrong going on, the blame is always on you like you actually commit murdery. But when someone who is always being portrayed as the bad guy, the blame is also on you.. Really susah la.. Patience is almost towards the end dy but as whatthe bible has taught us, forgive, forgive and forgive. That is actually another way to brushes up my patience where I know I will certainly face this kind of people when I get into the working world. But this person really special, he is getting worse by time. I don't think what he does and behave compatible with his age. He should be doing much better at a younger age or at least behave slightly normal. I really worried that his overreacting will put down someone one day. What should we do? I know, the ultimate way is also to pray. No matter what, we need to back to seek God's guidance....

* Don't try to guess coz I am just bursting out my feelings here.. A tool for me to distress coz talking bad bout people still not so good ( learning on that )

Hot Air Balloon Fiesta 2010'

Last Friday, Dear and I went to the Hot Air Balloon Fiesta as planned. We woke up very early and drive all the way to Putrajaya just to witness the giant air balloon.. But not all things will go well as what you have imagined. Due to some circumstances, the camera die out of battery after surviving the first 15 min of capturing the beauty of the bally. So we ended up taking more pictures with my 5.0MP camera phone which I don't really like the colour. But thanks to the invention of Photoshop and Photo editing software where I can adjust the colour to a better one.. We did not get to ride on because the timing just isn't right but overall we had fun there... Below are some of the pictures that we took that day...

A little far from them. Note the levi's balloon..

Dear with his friend..

us...

Dear posing confidently..

This looks better

Happy Dear

I like the blue background

Happily taking picture with them..

Another one

I like this balloon. Although without lots of design but this is the most original and happy looking one...

Dear also look xtra happy with this balloon.

Camwhoring- Take 1

Take 2

Sunkist- thirst quenching

Finally they get to fly off to the blue sky

This would be picture of the day.. just simply like the formation of it..

Exhausted mentally and physically...

Had a great camp and a great fight... Will blog about it very soon... Stay tuned... I'm darn super tired and exhausted.. The importance of myself.. Actually we should not overestimate yourself.. It will ended up having big time of disappointment. Please put yourself in the shoe of other people to feel it.. Yes, I am trying...

Hot Air Balloon..

Hot Air Balloon - I personally has no any experience and contact with one yet. And I'm so looking forward to the 2ND Hot Air Balloon Fiesta this Friday. My first attempt to get near to these beautiful and joyful looking little bally that fly in the blue sky. Hot Air Balloon to me symbolizes the happiness and freedom especially with the blue background. I think I will turn all my worries and sadness into joy and smiles when looking at it. I can see only the whole new bright side of the whole panorama... They also reminds me of the song " A Whole New World". Oh.. I can't wait to experience and meet them in personal soon.. Am I a bit exaggerated? You might be saying " It's just balloon though" but that's me... I loike it... LOL. Will take lots and lots picture to share with you all soon..... Can't wait...

Wishlist....

I should be studying for my darn Film quiz now but end up day dreaming. Today I came across a classmate that brought a Classic Signature Gucci tote to university. It is amazingly nice la.. I am never a designer brand person but this tote seriously caught my attention and it is just so versatile that it goes well with any kind of outfits.. I want 1 please...

I like this one the most but I can't seems to find the model of this tote...

Or this one also not too bad,,

This is one of the spring/summer collection

This would be my second choice...

And I came across this lovely purse from Coach while googling on the tote.. Nice one..

And seriously, I think I need a new laptop and be more precise, I need a new pink laptop...

Now I shall go eat first before start burning midnight oil... So sleepy dy when I think of that..

Patients preceeds unity...

I just can't understand why on earth there's this kind of leader? Want to be leader and it undeniable that he has the quality but that is not the only criteria. I would say being responsible is indeed a more important criteria. Be responsible in things you do, performing your duty accordingly and please most importantly being a someone that can control yourself verbally. Some of the words just being too silly to come out from a mouth of a leader which already reach the age of maturity. Sometimes it is really a very challenging thing to work with someone like that. What I can do now is to be patient and hopefully he can have greater learning from this coming task.. God bless everyone...

It's just because she loves you...

Actually many guys did not realised, the fact that after girls putting out their temper, when they turn their back, they will cry like mad.

Actually many guys did not realised, girls don't really will mad at them, they just want their boy to care more for them.

Actually many guys did not know, girls will only nag when with their loved ones. They will only being very emo to the one they love.

You must know that if they don't love you, they won't even bother whether you care for them or not.

You need to know, if she does not love you, he won't throw her temper on you to make you pujuk her and pamper her. In front of other people, she is always someone very good and polite.

You need to know, if she does not love you, you would not have the ability to make her drop her tears, she won't mad at something more than 2 days. It's all due to a simple fact that she loves you. And this is also because you did not give enough care and concern to her. You did not understand her well. As a result, lots of argument occurred. Then, you will think that she is bad tempered. Then she will think you as not considerate enough. Cold war follows. You thought that she doesn't like you anymore. She thinks that you don't care for her anymore

In the end, you both treat each other as strangers. Maybe you might came across each other but as a stranger. It is a tragedy overall.

Because she loves you, she will sometimes throw temper at you, wants your pamper all the time.

Because she loves you, that's why she mad at you

Because she loves you, she won't bring the temper overnight

You should know, every girl is made up of crystal. Crystal is so fragile. You came into her heart so easily but left with injuries.

She never knew that there's someone that can make her cry. Because the person who deserved the tears would not let her cry. She might be cold, proud, persistent. She always ask you to go away, but in the heart ask you to stay.

Please open your ears, heart and listen to her real shout out. You can't see her tears. If you really love her, Please put her into your arms, love her more, pamper her more. We often see hurting each other in relationship. But what we need is warmness, sweetness and love and not hurt.

What she need is just your pamper, a kiss, a hug and your love...

* Appreciate your loved ones because there won't be second chance once you break the fragile crystal as girls really mean it if they are totally disappointed on you...

*Credited to Belle

Questions inside me..

Recently I can't stop emo-ing... Is the old back of mine came haunting me again? Or the insecurity coming back to follow me? Or it is just because the old HIM is coming back. I always think this and that, so many questions inside me. i don't feel like seeking the answer because I don't think he will understand. I just can't understand is it so hard to say something better, is it so hard to give me more time, what so bz? Is it so hard to just reply me in faster speed. Maybe I just don't understand but you can't blame me. You are so far and the only communication tool is by sms. Call is only during cold war time.. Am I demanding too much? Is an average of 3,4 sms per day healthy for a couple that only see each other during weekend? I just don't understand.. I think part of insomnia due to this.. Shermaine Chan, can you just stop thinking of nonsense?? I'm so sorry for those who are annoyed reading my blog but I just need to find a place to burst out all my internal feelings...

Really that busy?

I can't understand why is it so hard just to send me a message to let me know.. U saw the message and miss call but not doing anything? Do you know how worried I am at that time.. Miss called for 3 different times but there's no response? Really that busy until no time for anything? Just called and say sorry then that's it? Not even sending me another message to make sure I'm ok? What is this? I really dun understand...

Describe me

I was wondering how people view and see me.. So YOU who are reading this post. Please tell me in three to five words, how you view me k? I would love to discover more about how I am in your eyes.... This is just for fun, use your imagination people.. Don't be so boring...