Tg Sepat, the little busy town...

Subject: Tanjung Sepat 2 days trip with Senior Youth Fellowship

Venue: Tg Sepat and Bagan Lalang

Date: 30/4 until 1/5 2010
Companion: 18 of us

Details: we had lots of seafood in that trip and I get to experienced for the first time catching fish with nets.. It's really tiring but enjoying...

Bagan Lalang Beach

Girls in the Room

At "Gajus" Farm

The Factory of Yam

Us before the mission of Fish Buster..

Angels around me...

I found a partime job at KLCC selling HA ( Home Appliances ) for Panasonic. The paid was not too bad and the working hour is appropriate too. I can get to go to church and at the same time no need to wake so early for work. Money money money, here I come but I will only get it July. Nvmla, at least this is my asset dy. Another 2 weeks to go and after deducting all the working weekend, it's only left with 10 solid days. I know dear is very busy with his preparation with the finals but I felt his changes. Now he spend more time to sms with me dy eventhough he is studying. I felt so happy with that coz I felt that we communicate more already. I really hope this remains especially that 4 particular months...

Another thing is recently I greatly feel the mighty and loving God that is always there for me. Whenever I am in need, he is always there to prepare me solutions. I truly grateful for that. For an example, last Tuesday I need to go for an interview at Kepong and that place is like a total stranger to me. God send His little angel, VB to send me there and accompany me to find the office. That building is just like the crime or haunted house scene. You can't really find single person there beside a strange foreman that try to play a joke with us. Next, I need to go for the training at Panasonic office and to get there with public transport is so hard especially at the peak hour. I am so lucky to have Yew gor2 to send me there and kind enough to waited me for 3 hours to send me back. Thanks so much to both of them and most importantly my Dearly God that is always there to hear my prayer....

Farmville, the distress tool...

It's now my exam week. And it did not stop me from FV-ing. It is so addictive. Some might say it is boring and meaningless, for me the addictiveness would be almost the same with other games. The thinking to increase level by time, by effort, by your strategic planning. I think it seriously need some form of tactics and planning in order to get the job done. It is also a way to distress. I am not that stress as my past exams. And I am not emo-ing this exam week. Thanks to FV... hehe... And another thing, my first time in my past 22years+ of life. I LATE FOR EXAM. I WOKE UP LATE!!!!! I almost can't believe my eyes that it is already 7.20am by the time I wake. And my exam is at 8... I was like, oh no.... sure die.. But thanks to the help of my dear and his dad, I managed to get there only 10minutes late. But I think I screwed out the paper too. I was too nervous and I couldn't think properly..Hopefully it is not so bad.. And I shall never repeat this nightmare again.. I have set 3 alarms for my final paper 2molo which is also 8am... I am so excited because only one more to go and then I am free again... YAY!!!!

Coastal Field Trip...

Last week, I had a chance to took part in a Coastal Field Trip by Dear's university. 12 of us were there and we took up the whole tour bus for dozen of us... And we went to Port Dickson and Klang for their field trip. At first, I felt so weird because I am the only outsider there but slowly I get used to it dy... Because the bunch of companion was great. I slowly understand what they were saying and what all the course is about. haha.. Not bad one and we end up having lots of fun and thanks to dear's Honkies lecturer for the Klang Seafood Meal... The group picture is with Bryan and I'll shall post it up soon. I should be studying for finals now but I am not.. As usual me.. I have 5 papers this sem and 2 falls on this Saturday.. Hopefully I score well this time round

the bunch of great engineers

The Lecturer that dislike Facebook

Us as usual..

Us by the seaside... thanks dear for the invite...

Sick...

Very sick today... It's been long since i fall down to the earth for so many days. Flu, fever, and bit of cough... I hate all this. I can't take cold food, can't take fried and oily food. I only can take food that is tasteless and not exciting at all such as bread... Boring and by looking at it also will lose appetite dy.. Adui.. Hopefully after today, I will be recovering very soon and get rid of all this stupid virus.. Gain antibiotic please... I want to go have fun and not staying at home..

Guys and Girls are just so different

According to my survey around my guys friend and also lotssss of girl friends, i came to this conclusion that they will always place study above their partners and later in life job above them. So kesian rite girls? Are we really so not worth their care and love. We are really so unimportant to them? Maybe partner can be found everywhere but to fulfill their own satisfaction and achievement is something valueable. This two sexes that God has created is not only differ in numbers of bone in their body but most drastic differences is their thinking. What a girl perceive as important, the guy would never get to understand. They will just think things case by case. Resolving things one by one. But they just could not understand the core problems that they always ignore. For an example, a guy late for date, they will think that it is just late, but for girls how you handle the late and why you late very closely related to how important is that girl in your heart.

Guys always like to say, I din do that this and that doesn't mean that I don't love you. You all are wrong. What girls value is the core value. But I know guys sure couldn't figure out a single thing from what I wrote coz you guys will never consider all this. Then, you all will blame the girl for making small matter big, but have you ever self evaluate yourself, that this small matter actuallymeans a lot to a girl and directly hurt a girl's feeling. You would not know this small matter would lead to bigger crack in your relationship. You guys would only look at the shallow and surface problem but girls looking at the core and in depth things which guys will never ever appreciate.

Haih.. Why are these tow species so different. If it is not, then the world would be better.....

Stress...

I am so stressed out but I don't anyone will understand even the closest one.. What I have done is out of my willingness so I can't blame anyone. And i shouldn't be grudging for people not doing the same to me. Different people have different thinking and I am not the king of the world. I shouldn't be too demanding, to ask people to must act out what I want. Really san fu in dealing with all this.. When you are so stressed out, wanted to find someone to talk to, there's no single 1 dat is available for you.. That is so sad right? not even the closest person will do. But what to do, you can't expect people to be 24hours by your side and fulfilling all your needs and wants. I know by switching the presentation, I need to bear more bad consequences than good one, but I think it's worth it. But thinking of i'm not being treated like that, really heart broken lo. Is that really that hard? I just want to spend more time with you, but I am always behind so many things. Your activity, families, studies and even your cars. When is my turn? 2months left and after deducted from your family's time, studies, and friends', then what left for me? I really got so many things in mind. But I know I am old enough to handle things by my own...

I have 3 presentations and 6 pages of design.. And next week need to hand in 1 assignment and report earlier just because of the trip.... STRESSSSS

Alright

I guess everything is alright now.. Yay.. The moon also looks brighter... Another announcement to be made, I am officially poisoned by Farmville.. I need to be a very professional farmer.. Call me Shermaine the CEO of a farm please..

Can You Be Changed?

I always in this saying, when a good child make a mistake, people will react like the child is the biggest sinner of all time but in the opposite end, when a very naughty kid did a small good thing, the whole country will parade for him/her.. This same happens to me, when you show very good image in front of some people, when there's something wrong going on, the blame is always on you like you actually commit murdery. But when someone who is always being portrayed as the bad guy, the blame is also on you.. Really susah la.. Patience is almost towards the end dy but as whatthe bible has taught us, forgive, forgive and forgive. That is actually another way to brushes up my patience where I know I will certainly face this kind of people when I get into the working world. But this person really special, he is getting worse by time. I don't think what he does and behave compatible with his age. He should be doing much better at a younger age or at least behave slightly normal. I really worried that his overreacting will put down someone one day. What should we do? I know, the ultimate way is also to pray. No matter what, we need to back to seek God's guidance....

* Don't try to guess coz I am just bursting out my feelings here.. A tool for me to distress coz talking bad bout people still not so good ( learning on that )

Hot Air Balloon Fiesta 2010'

Last Friday, Dear and I went to the Hot Air Balloon Fiesta as planned. We woke up very early and drive all the way to Putrajaya just to witness the giant air balloon.. But not all things will go well as what you have imagined. Due to some circumstances, the camera die out of battery after surviving the first 15 min of capturing the beauty of the bally. So we ended up taking more pictures with my 5.0MP camera phone which I don't really like the colour. But thanks to the invention of Photoshop and Photo editing software where I can adjust the colour to a better one.. We did not get to ride on because the timing just isn't right but overall we had fun there... Below are some of the pictures that we took that day...

A little far from them. Note the levi's balloon..

Dear with his friend..

us...

Dear posing confidently..

This looks better

Happy Dear

I like the blue background

Happily taking picture with them..

Another one

I like this balloon. Although without lots of design but this is the most original and happy looking one...

Dear also look xtra happy with this balloon.

Camwhoring- Take 1

Take 2

Sunkist- thirst quenching

Finally they get to fly off to the blue sky

This would be picture of the day.. just simply like the formation of it..

Exhausted mentally and physically...

Had a great camp and a great fight... Will blog about it very soon... Stay tuned... I'm darn super tired and exhausted.. The importance of myself.. Actually we should not overestimate yourself.. It will ended up having big time of disappointment. Please put yourself in the shoe of other people to feel it.. Yes, I am trying...

Hot Air Balloon..

Hot Air Balloon - I personally has no any experience and contact with one yet. And I'm so looking forward to the 2ND Hot Air Balloon Fiesta this Friday. My first attempt to get near to these beautiful and joyful looking little bally that fly in the blue sky. Hot Air Balloon to me symbolizes the happiness and freedom especially with the blue background. I think I will turn all my worries and sadness into joy and smiles when looking at it. I can see only the whole new bright side of the whole panorama... They also reminds me of the song " A Whole New World". Oh.. I can't wait to experience and meet them in personal soon.. Am I a bit exaggerated? You might be saying " It's just balloon though" but that's me... I loike it... LOL. Will take lots and lots picture to share with you all soon..... Can't wait...

Wishlist....

I should be studying for my darn Film quiz now but end up day dreaming. Today I came across a classmate that brought a Classic Signature Gucci tote to university. It is amazingly nice la.. I am never a designer brand person but this tote seriously caught my attention and it is just so versatile that it goes well with any kind of outfits.. I want 1 please...

I like this one the most but I can't seems to find the model of this tote...

Or this one also not too bad,,

This is one of the spring/summer collection

This would be my second choice...

And I came across this lovely purse from Coach while googling on the tote.. Nice one..

And seriously, I think I need a new laptop and be more precise, I need a new pink laptop...

Now I shall go eat first before start burning midnight oil... So sleepy dy when I think of that..

Patients preceeds unity...

I just can't understand why on earth there's this kind of leader? Want to be leader and it undeniable that he has the quality but that is not the only criteria. I would say being responsible is indeed a more important criteria. Be responsible in things you do, performing your duty accordingly and please most importantly being a someone that can control yourself verbally. Some of the words just being too silly to come out from a mouth of a leader which already reach the age of maturity. Sometimes it is really a very challenging thing to work with someone like that. What I can do now is to be patient and hopefully he can have greater learning from this coming task.. God bless everyone...

It's just because she loves you...

Actually many guys did not realised, the fact that after girls putting out their temper, when they turn their back, they will cry like mad.

Actually many guys did not realised, girls don't really will mad at them, they just want their boy to care more for them.

Actually many guys did not know, girls will only nag when with their loved ones. They will only being very emo to the one they love.

You must know that if they don't love you, they won't even bother whether you care for them or not.

You need to know, if she does not love you, he won't throw her temper on you to make you pujuk her and pamper her. In front of other people, she is always someone very good and polite.

You need to know, if she does not love you, you would not have the ability to make her drop her tears, she won't mad at something more than 2 days. It's all due to a simple fact that she loves you. And this is also because you did not give enough care and concern to her. You did not understand her well. As a result, lots of argument occurred. Then, you will think that she is bad tempered. Then she will think you as not considerate enough. Cold war follows. You thought that she doesn't like you anymore. She thinks that you don't care for her anymore

In the end, you both treat each other as strangers. Maybe you might came across each other but as a stranger. It is a tragedy overall.

Because she loves you, she will sometimes throw temper at you, wants your pamper all the time.

Because she loves you, that's why she mad at you

Because she loves you, she won't bring the temper overnight

You should know, every girl is made up of crystal. Crystal is so fragile. You came into her heart so easily but left with injuries.

She never knew that there's someone that can make her cry. Because the person who deserved the tears would not let her cry. She might be cold, proud, persistent. She always ask you to go away, but in the heart ask you to stay.

Please open your ears, heart and listen to her real shout out. You can't see her tears. If you really love her, Please put her into your arms, love her more, pamper her more. We often see hurting each other in relationship. But what we need is warmness, sweetness and love and not hurt.

What she need is just your pamper, a kiss, a hug and your love...

* Appreciate your loved ones because there won't be second chance once you break the fragile crystal as girls really mean it if they are totally disappointed on you...

*Credited to Belle

Questions inside me..

Recently I can't stop emo-ing... Is the old back of mine came haunting me again? Or the insecurity coming back to follow me? Or it is just because the old HIM is coming back. I always think this and that, so many questions inside me. i don't feel like seeking the answer because I don't think he will understand. I just can't understand is it so hard to say something better, is it so hard to give me more time, what so bz? Is it so hard to just reply me in faster speed. Maybe I just don't understand but you can't blame me. You are so far and the only communication tool is by sms. Call is only during cold war time.. Am I demanding too much? Is an average of 3,4 sms per day healthy for a couple that only see each other during weekend? I just don't understand.. I think part of insomnia due to this.. Shermaine Chan, can you just stop thinking of nonsense?? I'm so sorry for those who are annoyed reading my blog but I just need to find a place to burst out all my internal feelings...

Really that busy?

I can't understand why is it so hard just to send me a message to let me know.. U saw the message and miss call but not doing anything? Do you know how worried I am at that time.. Miss called for 3 different times but there's no response? Really that busy until no time for anything? Just called and say sorry then that's it? Not even sending me another message to make sure I'm ok? What is this? I really dun understand...

Describe me

I was wondering how people view and see me.. So YOU who are reading this post. Please tell me in three to five words, how you view me k? I would love to discover more about how I am in your eyes.... This is just for fun, use your imagination people.. Don't be so boring...

Insomnia

Recently I can't sleep. I don't know why. Insomnia haunting me for the first time. It's really annoying and suffering especially when you know you need to wake the next day. No matter how tired I am nor how hard I try, it is still the same. What to do?? Can anyone help me?? BTW, today is Chinese Valentine's Day. Happy Chinese Valentine's Day dear. Thanks for everything and had a great time together although it's short. Muacks...

31st Anniversary and Valentine's Celebration

Our 31st anniversary is not a short period of time. This is equivalent to 2 years and 7 months. We are very near to 3 years anni... I know we can go through it and many many more anniversary to be celebrated. This anni was a replacement because we can't celebrate it at the exact day. We just want to make it simple so we decided to have a dinner picnic at KLCC park. And to avoid all the hassle, we went to Isetan Supermarket to get all the food. We end up buying so much that we can't even finish eating half of it. As usual, pictures speak their own story.

A picture of us before start eating

All the food... It was all 50% off when it comes to dinner.

Another one after food... Satisfied

We can't celebrate anni on the exact day, this same happens to our Valentine's Day. I think this year is bit hard for couples because CNY also falls into the same day. But nvm, when we are with the right person, everyday can be Valentine's Day. This time we decided to cook our 3 course meal at home. Early in the morning we start to do d groceries and then we took up like 2hrs + to complete preparing the food. Although it's very tiring but we do enjoy the whole process and of course the end product. Thanks so much dear for the top and I like it so much. Thanks for all that you have done, times where I am don't deserve love, times when you feel sad but I'm not understanding enough and most importantly times that you are there for me... Muacks.. Love you my dear... And glad that you like the gift...

Our Appetizer: Fried Asparagus, baby carrot, corn and golden mushroom

Our main dish: Orangy Toman Fillet with cinnamon

Dessert: Baby Tiramisu

Our set of meal. Bento 3-course meal...

Prezzies from me to dear...

Pictures with Mickey, Minnie and our new HP Pouches

Posing with our food...